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Just need some emotional support right nowFrom: Amy (anonymous@obgyn.net)Thu, 30 Jan 2003 12:40:27 -0600 (CST)
I posted last week that I have two children and had just found out that I am pregnant. Positive hpt's and blood test. I was VERY emotional and upset about this. But the more I thought about having another baby, the more I started liking the idea. It was unplanned and a shock but I started feeling very blessed and happy about another pregnancy. I started posting to this forum again and it was wonderful. By the weekend, I was SO excited to be pregnant again- even if it was unexpected. Then I started bleeding heavily last night and had severe cramps. I went to my doctor this morning and now I find out that I am miscarrying. I am so upset. I feel like I have just been on an evil roller coaster ride. I feel all torn up inside. I feel guilty that I reacted so unfavorably toward the pregnancy last week. I am scheduled to have a d&c tomorrow. I feel awful right now. The cramps are so intense at times and that is the least of it. Because how I feel emotionally is far worse. Any emotional support would be appreciated. I just can't seem to stop crying. I called a friend and she just made me feel worse. She said, "Well, you did't want this pregnancy anyway, so dry your tears and be happy- not many of us have our mistakes erased for us". I don't know that I will ever talk to her again. I know that I was really emotional last week, but the news caught me off guard. Once I collected my thoughts and myself I started loving this wonderful, little surprise.
-- -Amy-
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