Re: Poor Me Day (awwwww)
From: Valerie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue, 14 Jan 2003 20:58:47 -0600 (CST)
Awwwww! I know EXACTLY how you feel... people at my work pop up pg so
easily that laying on ones back might be declared a hazardous activity!
Maybe there is a PCOS group in your area... laughter is a good
medicing, but commiseration is best! :)
--
Valerie
At Tue, 14 Jan 2003, Theresa wrote:
>
> Thanks Jenn.... I need the encouragement right now.... it really was
>more than cramps. My only way to explain it is that my ovary was turning
>itself inside out. It did this for about 3 days almost non-stop last month
>and this month it was about 3 days again but not as severe. I know its
>extremely painful and I don't want it to happen anymore, at least not that
>bad. It was really bad attacks that would last 2-3 minutes at a time....
>every 20 minutes or so. I was taking tylenol 3 and that only took the edge
>off....
> I guess its time to go to the doctor. I kinda gave up on everything
>last year. I went through a little mental break down. I wasn't sure what I
>wanted with my life. I felt so incomplete that I wasn't going to be able to
>have a baby the way everyone else I know has. I had 3 people in my office
>get pregnant by drinking water i'm sure. It was so hard to stay positive
>with all that going on. So I decided that I was going to try and live my
>life for me and forget everything else. So mind mine left my relationship
>and I was having a long distance thing with a guy that I worked with and had
>never met. (I know how sad) I was partying all the time and just leaving
>the rest of the world behind me. I thought I could just leave it alone and
>it would go away. But it didn't.... thankfully my man still wants me. I
>gave up all the crazy fun life. (it really wasn't that fun) and i'm back to
>where I started. Wanting a baby.... 3 more people are pregnant at work and
>1 is going to start trying in the next few months and that's all she talks
>about. People just expect too much. I can't smile all the time. I know
>they all deserve it, but how do you look at them and think its just not
>fair. I'm sorry for rambling.... I'm just having a poor me day. I guess
>having my cycle return has its down side too..... PMS...... :) Thanks for
>listening...
>
>Theresa
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