PCOS Messages for October, 2002: Re: Anyone taking Xanax

Re: Anyone taking Xanax

From: Barb (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue, 8 Oct 2002 12:29:21 -0500 (CDT)

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Renee,

I really spoke too soon. I had ONE good day and thought I was on a recovery mission impossible come true. Yesterday...today...I am still feeling very depressed and suicidal just thinking of waking up. I awoke with terrible diarrhea,....heart palps from just thinking they would arrive and feel like I have the flu.I don't know now what it is....is it the xanaz..gluc...or heart or is this a flu?OR-is this lupus flaring and the doctors are wrong again.I do get phases of this. Diarrhea was worse than ever,but I am also so nervous.I hate this nausea. I have been nauseated for the last while on and off and it is the worst. But this is different... I had to call my psychiatrist at two in the morning,as I could not tolerate the way my head was feeling and the pounding in my chest.He stayed till five in the morning to give me a lecture so to speak...helped then...woke up feeling miserable and I know it is not depression that just came on or anxiety because of things in my life.I am this way because I have been so sick for six years ,basically without a break and too many doctors have had their hands in the pie.I just cannot take this,as I never seem to know what is around the corner for me.Will I be able to do this today or won't I?/Doctor said to live each day for the moment and not worry about tomorrow.Very easy to say when one is well and functions on a daily basis.I am so terribly weak today that I think I HAVE to just lay in bed.

I suppose this may do me some good.

Thanks for the thoughts Renee...I will try to remember laughter for a few hours...maybe that will get my spirits up. I am still wondering if xanax is a drug of choice for me.I just feel strange. Anxious,yet now depression is settling in and making its; self feel comfortable in my body again.I cannot win.

>
>Yeah!!! I bet it felt great! Hold on to that feeling. I hope for many, many
>more, as everything starts to come under control.
>
>Renee
>
>"Barb C." wrote:
>>
>> yesterday was such a good day...probably
>> the one day out of six years that I had no pain and actually felt
>> alright.
>
>--
>--------------
>Renee Cordrey, MSPT, MPH, CWS
>
>---
>Dwell in Possibility.
>--Emily Dickenson
>

--
Sincerely,
Barb C.

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