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Looking for a doctor and feeling so bad!!!From: anonymous@obgyn.netTue, 27 Nov 2001 12:20:52 EST
Hi ladies, I'm still searching for a good doctor in Minnesota. Does anyone have one to recommend??? Ladies, I just feel like I need to unload, please forgive me. I'm feeling soooo lonely. I'm 37, I'm unattractive( I used to be fairly attractive) thanks to pcos. I've been married for 9 lonely years, my husband seems to be completely uninterested in me. Gratefully we have three beautiful children, however if they turn out to develop pcos, I will feel so bad and wonder if it was right for me to have had children. My husband will surely blame me if they do. My everyday struggle of waking up and remembering the minute my eyes open that I'm unattractive, not feminine and not normal is becoming such a struggle.. Even my clothes fit miserably because my body shape is so strange, I'm only about 15lbs overweight but I have a flat ugly bottom, a big fatty stomach, large shoulders, flabby back, thin ugly hair. I know I sound depressed, but I don't believe it is clinical, how could I not feel bad about my situation. I don't believe all the prozac in the world can make me feel better, because in my mind the problem is not depression. I'ts trying to deal with a chronic illness that is in some cases (mine) disfiguring to say the least. I know not all pcosers are unattractive, so I feel even more unlucky that I am. I just wonder how you all cope with this on a day to day basis. I understand some of us have different issues that bother them more, such as infertility, etc.. So I know I have things I should be grateful for and I am. But I'm still miserable and lonely... Thanks so much for listening..Feel free to e-mail me privately if you want. Sandra In Minnesota.
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