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Bye guys! Its been VERY educational here for me. <M>From: AdoptASAP (anonymous@obgyn.net)Sat, 2 Jun 2001 10:33:13 -0500 (CDT)
Well, its summer and I am busy this time of year. This board is way too active for me. I find myself missing a lot of conversation. I have learned some new things here. I cant thank you enough. I didnt realize that some of the symptoms I had could/are related to PCOS. I find myself thinking I am a TOTAL ogar. I have the worst case of PCOS (without cysts) the doctor in Boston has seen. While most women rank a 11/12 on the hairiness with PCOS, I ranked a 24! I feel horrible sometimes. I feel like a man, my body tends to look like a man with the football-shoulders, extra BODY hair, shaving my zitty face's 'gotee' every day, trying to ignore the fat on my body, and in general, trying to find what is so positive about living (don't worry, I am NOT suicidal. To me it is the one unforgivable sin by God and I will go to hell for it. Living is hell enough; thank you. I dont wish to spend eternity there). Then I realize I have the best husband in the world. He has been through all of this with me and I dont know what Id do without him. Thankfully I will be going back on treatments; although nothing, including Gluc, has helped yet. I took almost 3 years on hiatus. I wanted to live a carefree time. It really kept me sane since PCOS seems to be taking over my entire life. So now that I am back on the attack on PCOS, I will be too busy to visit here again. Thank you all again. I know I sound really pathetic, but I will get better. Just a rainy blah day here and just having a moment.
-- ~ * ~ A n g i ~ * ~ (I emphasize - never yell) Adoptee; Amom; Birthneice (Adoptee Aunt FOUND!!! 4/18/2001) Adoptee, Born 1973 (28 now); Dx PCOS 1985 (age 12); Inferty since 1992 (9 yrs) Proud Amom as of June 1 2000 of G born 1995; Homeschooler
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