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Re: am I fatFrom: paula (anonymous@obgyn.net)Fri, 18 May 2001 13:44:28 -0500 (CDT)
Kallie =) im right there with ya hon! sometimes i think that when i look in the mirror, i only look at my eyes really...cause my eyes are ME...if that makes sense. when i do happen to glance in the mirror and actually see everything around my eyes im like "uhhhhh...who the hell is this?" im fat, i know im fat, but most of the time i dont FEEL like im fat. i guess its like residual self image. i see heavy people out in public and im like "woah, that woman is fat" or "wow, that man really needs to lose some weight" but in my mind those people aren't like me...what is that about? i weight around 300...i know those people ARE LIKE ME. i can spot a PCOSer a mile away, or by description...but somehow that doesn't factor into what i imagine myself as. sometimes i feel like i have invaded this body...its not really mine, its just where i live if that makes sense. i also agree with you about the miracle drug. while i realize that a drug that is going to fundamentally change my metabolism is probably never going to exist, and i realize that the complicated nature of such a drug would undoubtly cause other less desirable effects to other parts of my body, im still hanging out waiting for such a drug to appear in front of me. love, paula
-- please feel free to email me anytime at paulam@kih.net ...remember to put PCOS in the subject line =)
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