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Venting-Does Somebody Up There Just Hate Me Or What?
From: anonymous (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue, 13 Mar 2001 10:56:05 -0600 (CST)
You'll have to excuse me, but I really need to vent. Not only do I have
to deal with pcos and doctors telling me at my diagnosis that I would
never conceive a child 'naturally', I find out today that 1. No, I'm
not insulin resistant (Fasting-4.9, 2 hr-7.2), which is the good news,
and 2. that my husband has a low sperm count. (18.7 with normal being
40-120). Does somebody up there just hate me or what? I just want to be
a mother, a simple biological function that all women are supposed to be
able to do, but no, I get a double whammy. To make things even better,
he's not so sure he wants to take medication to increase his sperm
count. I think I'm going to have a good cry for myself this afternoon,
because I've got to say, this feels like one huge cruel joke. :(
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