Re: self discovery.... and realization...
From: Kallie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon, 15 Jan 2001 21:55:48 -0600 (CST)
Best of luck to you in your quest Carrie. Try not to put to much
presure on yourself.
At Mon, 15 Jan 2001, Carrin wrote:
>
>Hi, its been a while since I posted... DH and I have had a while to
>think... a couple failed adoption situations and now Oprah has inspired
>me to ttc.... again (this time fertility aids). I always thought I was
>afraid of concieving because I was afraid of failing AGAIN (2
>miscarriages), but I was watching Oprah... and she was talking about
>shadow fears (or something like that... I can't remember what she
>called it) and I knew at that moment that not only was I afraid to
>fail... but I was also afraid to succeed... I think that deep down, I
>didn't feel I was DESERVING of having a child because of what PCOS has
>done to me and my reproductive health. So here we are 4 days into the
>prometrium... and going to start Clomid during next cycle... many
>prayers for all of you who know exactly what I mean... and I am praying
>that I remember and you do too.... that we are deserving of the moon
>and the stars....
--
Kallie
If you think you are a leader - look behind you, if no one is there - you are just taking a walk.
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