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Re: Oh happy day

From: Kallie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon, 15 Jan 2001 21:50:05 -0600 (CST)


Actually, I forgot to mention in my email that I am seeing the Doctor tomorrow morning. Trust me - I will be singing the blues in that mans ear until he figures out what to do with me. We'll see what he has to say about what he found in there ;-) I'll let ya know.

Sweetie I hope this is your year to begin mommyhood too. I hadn't thought to mention it but the "MC" has been on my mind a great deal lately. beleive it or not it makes me angry of all things and sad at the same time. I keep thinking about how we were going to tell Matt over the holidays and how now there is nothing to tell. And about how I'd be entering my 3rd trimester and really getting close to holding my new baby boy. I know it sound horrible but sometimes I wish I had never gotten pregnant. I'm almost embassased to say that so I have only told dh. Matt is tyhe type of kid that I think needs a sibling too which add to my pain about the whole thing. For him I wanted to give him a sibling close in age so they could be best buddies.

In his glorious inocence he has on several occasions asked if I had a baby in my belly (a lady at his daycare does and since I am overweight I think he might associate it) He's told people he has a brother. - Mind you he knows NOTHING aboout the MC - he just turned 3 for petes sake and we didn't talk about it around him. Even before we knew I was in trouble we didn't talk about expecting.

crap. I guess I could go on about this TOO long and this isn;t the right forum for it anyway.

Just really wanted to say thanks for the encouragement. I'm just praying for more divine intervention.

love ya ~K

At Mon, 15 Jan 2001, Sonnet wrote: >
>Hi Kallie so good to see you! I have been thinking about you and
>wondering how the surgery went. You're still having pain??? Call your
>doc and tell them to stuf it and make you feel better!! You can't live
>with that. I hope things are going well for you and I really pray that
>this year is your year to be a mom for the second time. Take care of
>yourself okay??
>
>Sonn
>
>At Mon, 15 Jan 2001, Kallie wrote:
>>
>>Happy 2001 since this is my 1st post of the new year. Well I had my 3rd
>>surgery for cysts & adhesions on the 4th and they removed some cysts &
>>found more endometreosis. Wohoo. But hey - at least my fallopian tubes
>>are clear. I see the Dr. on Tues for the 1st time since the 4th and
>>I'm anxious because the pain is still there and it was not there after
>>the other 2 surgeries last year. So I am wondering what is all jacked
>>up now :-) Sheesh, don't I sound chipper.
>>
>>Hope you all had a nice holiday & are doing well. I'm considering
>>starting Glucophage & clomid together again in Feb. Is there anyone
>>here that has had sucess with Clomid? Either by itself or combined with
>>Gluc? It didn't help me last year & I just can't decide if I want to set
>>myself up for that failure every month. Especially since I don't have
>>the kind of marraige that finds it easy to "perform on demand" which
>>just adds to the frustration.
>>
>>Okay... well, have a lovely evening :-)
>>
>>--
>>Kallie
>> If you think you are a leader - look behind you, if no one is there - you are just taking a walk.
>>
>--
>Email always welcome to: sonnet_fitz@hotmail.com
>

--
Kallie
 If you think you are a leader - look behind you, if no one is there - you are just taking a walk.



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