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Men, me, and whether i can find it in myself to love who I am!From: Lee (anonymous@obgyn.net)Tue, 29 Aug 2000 11:28:08 -0500 (CDT)
Hi ho everyone. i am a little tearful today as I reflect how much i realize I have not loved myself inside. I take it out on my outer apearance but I know it is how I feel about myself in general that is the problem. When I was highschool, I was pretty slender, but I am 5'10" and big boned, so most of the guys were running after the litle petite things (which no matter how skinny I could get I could never be). I didn't like myself then and thought bad of myself so I know it isnt the weight etc... yes the hair problem bums me out sometimes but it is just hair, and doesnt replace the price of my humanity. Saying that and convincing myself of that are 2 different things though. I just want to shine through no matter how i look, and I know that i need to do this because I dont see how I can ever expect to have a loving realtionship with a man until i do. i love hearing all your LOVE stories and the support you get from men, but i think the ladies that do have this, even though may be bummed from time to time have pretty good self esteems. How do you do it? How do you let yourselves be comfotable around men? I also have some other issues which i am not unable to admit hinder me from trusting men (I was sexually abused when younger..i hope that doesnt freak any of you out) so this is a real challenge for me. I ask for any advice or kind words of wisdom here...thank you as always. I am so glad I have you all to come to for this stuff...:) Love and peace!
-- Lee
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