Re: Blues
From: Melanie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri, 21 Sep 2001 07:23:15 -0500 (CDT)
Hi Sally
Thank you so much for your message. Sometimes i think that i just need
to dear from someone who "really" understands because they have been
there.
Take care, keep well and thank you again
Mel
At Fri, 21 Sep 2001, Sally wrote:
>
>Dear Mel,
>Sorry to hear you are feeling so down. Though you do have reason to!
>Sounds like you need a new Dr. As so many of us know from expereince it
>can take a while to find one who is sympathetic and who treats us like a
>person rather than a symptom.
>Like you I so hate those mood swings. How come one day I can feel ok
>and other days so unbeleiveably down. Hang in with the Met for some
>months (though don't expect a big overnight change) it has been helpful
>to many of us and perhaps will be for you too.
>Well, tomorrow is another day. Your I am strong face will wake up again
>and help you keep going. It is amazing what we actually handle and live
>with when we have to.
>Take Care. :-)
>
>--
>Sally
>
>At Fri, 21 Sep 2001, Melanie wrote:
>>
>>Hi Guys
>>I am feel so low today. I had some blood work done and the results were
>>back on Tuesday, after 9 months of chlom last year and 2 bouts of
>>surgery, I am still not oculating. My poor body is about to give up. I
>>feel like my specialist has just gone through a formulaic treatment
>>programme with me rather than treating me as an individual , he sees me
>>as walking pcos. I asked him not to use hormones stright away as i have
>>always been intollerant to them, i feel quite mad and out of controll on
>>them and gain heaps of weight. He yelled at me last year after the
>>chlom treatment for gaining so much weight, which i did warn him would
>>happen, and i had surgery, followed by a week 4 miscarriage Christmas
>>last year and another procedure. This year he told me weight ios
>>irrelevant and that I should not worry as he felt that he could garantee
>>that i am ovulating and met is not as option. Well i am not and i am
>>teking met, and considering tring a new specialist. I fgeel like a
>>wlking failure, i cant even do a basic thing , like ovulate and loose
>>weight. I am sure that as am on my first week on met that i am feeling
>>super sensitive. Does anyone else have bouts of this at all. I just
>>want to hide in bed and cry or sleep i am so tired physically and
>>emotionally.
>>i am sorry i must sound like a ranting moaner, but i guess my strong i
>>can cope with anything face is atill sleeping soundly at home in bed
>>today.
>>Thank you for reading, take great care.
>>Mel
>
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