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frustratedFrom: Lakefever2 (anonymous@obgyn.net)Thu, 24 Oct 2002 07:57:50 -0700 (PDT)
I'm having a hard day today. I ate really bad lastnight, had fettucine alfredo. I looked for the wheat kind, didn't see any, grabbed the regular, cooked it and ate it. I devoured it like no other. It was delicious. I'm paying for it, of course. I feel absolutely horrible today. I'm so naseated. I guess that's good in a way, becuase I have absolutely NO appetite for anything now. I took a shower this AM for work, and gobs of hair just came out. My diet is like a roller coaster. I don't have any willpower. One day it's good, and I've eaten nothing but good things, the next I'm dying for somethign sweet. Funny thing is, I NEVER ate sweets growing up until the last year. I NEVER had to diet ever in my life. I was able to eat anything I wanted and NEVER gained a pound. I just don't get it. All my weight is right in my stomach now and I can't get it off. I tried exercising...nothing. I don't understand how all of a sudden I am insulin resistant? I've always had problems with my periods, terrible everything....my everythign hurt for years and years (I'm only 27 but I started puberty in the 5th grade, so young!)....It's like all of a sudden I'm fat now. I look like I'm pregnant. Why now? I'm sick of plucking my breasts and my little happy trail... I just want to eat what I want again. I hate this Met. I hate feeling bloated and having diahrea. I hate feeling naseated. I hate that my mouth always tastes like I sucked on a metal faucet. I hate this! I'm so discouraged. I'm sorry I'm venting....I'm just having a pitty party for myself.
-- lakefever2
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