Re: my update.....
From: Penelope (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri Dec 31 10:22:42 1999
Anytime sweetie!!!
Love, Penny
>----- Original Message -----
From: Jenn <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Thursday, December 30, 1999 10:37 PM
Subject: Re: my update.....
> thanks so much Penny! It means a lot to me to have friends here to
support
> me and give me a shoulder to cry on when i need to.....
>
> Jenn
>
> ps....love my mini apartment!
>
> At 09:46 AM 12/30/99 -0600, you wrote:
> >Hi Jenn
> >I am sorry to hear of the loss of your friend. I know what it is like to
> >loose a friend at such a young age. I lost 4. Two I was close with. It is
> >very hard to understand how someone so young could be taken from us and
this
> >world without having the chance to fulfill their lives. The two that I
was
> >close with happened in 90 & 94 and to this day I still think about them.
All
> >I can tell you is to just keep remembering all the good times and the
> >positive memories that you have and to know that one day you will see
them
> >again to share in the friendships you once had in this lifetime. Hope
your
> >having fun in your new apt!! Wishing you a happy and feel good day....
> >Love, Penny
>> >----- Original Message -----
> >From: Linda <eggshell1@hotmail.com>
> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@talk.obgyn.net>
> >Sent: Thursday, December 30, 1999 1:59 AM
> >Subject: Re: my update.....
> >
> >> Dear Jenn,
> >>
> >> I'm sorry about the loss of your friend. I agree, it is very difficult
> >> to cope with someone's death. I wonder how drs handle their emotions
> >> when patients die?
> >>
> >> I hope you enjoy your new "apartment."
> >>
> >> Take care.
> >> Linda S
> >>
> >> At Wed, 29 Dec 1999, Jenn wrote:
> >> >
> >> >Hidey Ho Neighbors!!!!!! :O) I am doing better today but last night
I
> >was
> >> >so upset and couldnt get on the computer at all. See I had told you
about
> >my
> >> >friend from High school who died last week....well his funeral was
> >> >yesterday. it was only the 3rd one i had ever been to and none were
for
> >> >someone who was 22! then it was the first time going to the cemetary
> >> >afterwards.....i can still see the open caskett in the church and then
> >when
> >> >we were at the cemetary we all were driving away and the only person
left
> >> >was the funeral guy and he was standing with the caskett. I am sure
that
> >i
> >> >am not the only one who has a hard time getting the concept of death
b/c
> >i
> >> >looked at the body that I knew was Kevin and there was nothing in him
to
> >be
> >> >alive....nothing. it is just so hard to imagine that. i went straight
> >back
> >> >to work after and i sobbed and sobbed and sobbed my heart out.....at
the
> >> >funeral i practically ran past him.....it was so difficult for many of
us
> >to
> >> >do. many of the people there were people in their 20s and early 30s
and
> >all
> >> >had hung out together years ago....he had on a shirt that was the
style
> >he
> >> >always liked to wear and he just looked like Kevin except his face did
> >look
> >> >real sad and not calm or peacefull like some you see at funerals
unless
> >it
> >> >was just my imagination. It kind of feels all numb and all and I
cannot
> >> >begin to imagine what his whole family is feeling.....WE had gone to a
> >> >banquet together when i was in 9th grade and he was in 8th and i have
a
> >pic
> >> >of us together....i thought about getting it enlarged and putting it
up
> >at
> >> >work on my wall and putting something around it that says "in memory
of
> >> >Kevin......"
> >> >
> >> >so that is the reason I was not on last night.....
> >> >
> >> >I also wanted to update you all about the pain and cramping issue that
I
> >had
> >> >told you about last week. Well i finally got in touch with the MA
> >yesterday
> >> >afternoon and she said that since the pain is gone for me not to come
in
> >and
> >> >that she wants me to come in when it happens the next time. She knows
> >that
> >> >sometimes others want me to wait til she is in the office b/c she
knows
> >my
> >> >hx and will get me in to see Dr. G but she wrote a note that if i call
> >and
> >> >she is not in that the covering nurse/MA is to get me in that day with
> >dr. G
> >> >or if he is not in she or the covering nurse will get me in with
another
> >dr
> >> >covering..there are like 8 in there.......so she wrote it up and we
will
> >> >just wait it out....it is so hard to believe how fast a month goes by!
i
> >> >mean i am on week 2 of the continuous now.....when the cramping
started
> >it
> >> >was at the end of week 3 of the last pack and all during week 1 of
this
> >> >pack....well if it happens at the end of week 3 we are looking at next
> >> >weekend sometime....ugh! but she knows i will call her!!!!!! so i
hope i
> >> >don't have to call but she says it will be better for Dr.G to see it
when
> >it
> >> >happens even though he has seen me in severe pain over the past 6.5
years
> >i
> >> >have been seeing them. But she says it will be more helpful for him
to
> >see
> >> >it when i am in the pain.....i told her i hope it was just a fluke
thing
> >and
> >> >i am scared out of my mind of things going back the way they used to
be!
> >the
> >> >pain was in my uterus and i know that they won't take it out b/c of my
> >age
> >> >and he knows how badly i want a baby so i respect him for that too! i
> >will
> >> >keep you all posted about it.....trust me!!! you all will probably be
the
> >> >first to know about it if it doesn't happen during a work day for me
to
> >call
> >> >her......
> >> >
> >> >Well that is it tonight guys!!! at least for this part...i will be
> >reading
> >> >all the other posts but i hope you all are doing okay and hanging in
> >> >there....have a happy new year! my 15 year old cousin is coming over
and
> >we
> >> >are having a pajama party and watching movies and eating goodies and
> >> >popcorn!!!!!!! and playing games like upwords! should be tons of fun
and
> >my
> >> >first guest over in my 'apartment' here at the house....you all have
> >heard
> >> >about my apartment.....it is not a full apartment b/c it is in my
parents
> >> >house so i ahve to come upstairs to use the bathroom or the stove etc.
> >but
> >> >we will be having fun and staying warm!!!!
> >> >
> >> >Jenn
> >>
>
> >>
> >
>
> >
>
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