Re: To everyone, this has been a really bad month
From: Wanda (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Sat Dec 25 21:20:01 1999
Jessica,
I hope this e-mail finds you better. We are all here for you sweety!
Please, I know that it might sound bad and a way out at this time but hang
in there girlfriend. I know what you are going through completely. I was dx
with Manic Depression earlier this year. It has been on big roller coaster.
It does get better. Despite what you are feeling now.
If you would like to e-mail me privately. Please feel free!!!
Much love to you Hon!
Wanda
P.S. Promise if you get too bad, call the doc!
>----- Original Message -----
From: "Jessica" <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: "Multiple recipients of list ENDO" <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Thursday, December 23, 1999 11:20 AM
Subject: To everyone, this has been a really bad month
> Hi everyone, sorry I haven't been on in a while. This has been one of
> the worst months I've ever had and I am completely ready to give up on
> everything. I have been bleeding heavy and in pain all month and I hate
> the depo provera. Unfortunately I can't do anything about this until
> the depo is out of my system. My doctor is calling another pain med in
> to my pharmacy. I don't sleep and I'm extremely suicidal. My 150mg of
> zoloft is not working and I'm switching to selexa. I feel like I'm at
> the end of my rope and I can't live like this anymore. Final exams are
> done thank goodness but I feel like it's a struggle to live through each
> day. I really want kids but is it worth it to live like this for
> another 15yrs until I'm ready to get married and have kids. I just want
> to give up and have them take it all out. My doctor has one other idea
> after the depo wears off. She said that she doesn't want to give me any
> estrogen b/c it will cause the endo to grow. She said we could try to
> insert an IUD with progesterone in it. This is my last resort b/c
> nothing else has worked. Anyone have any ideas. Does this IUD have any
> side effects? I can't stop crying and I just want to give up. I can't
> handle this anymore. Thanks for listening, I'm going to try to get on
> my computer more often now that finals are over.
> Love, Jessica
>
> --
> Jessica, musicaljb@hotmail.com
>
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