Re: A poem by a friend that I want to share
From: Robert (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon Nov 29 22:22:52 1999
Kristy:
Tell your friend that I just loved her poem. Very well written and so very
true. Hope you are well!?!
Leah S.
bobsmountain@compaq.net
-----Original Message-----
From: Kristy <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Date: Friday, November 26, 1999 12:23 PM
Subject: A poem by a friend that I want to share
>Ladies,
>
>I wanted to share a poem that was written by a friend of mine. Stacey and
Lisa you guys know who I am talking about. My friend wanted to write this
poem as a way to express the emotions and feelings that she has been having.
I hope that you find this poem to be as beautifully written as I have.
>
>Kristy :)
>Jacksonville, FL
>
>http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Falls/4659/kristyspage.html
>
>-------------------------------------------------------
>
>-------------------------------------------------------
>Shattered Dream
>-------------------------------------------------------
>---------------
>a week ago, my life changed forever.
>---------------
>my heart torn in millions of pieces.
>a part of me died that day.
>the rest of me wanted to die, too,
>at least in the emotional sense.
>
>i've cried only a few tears,
>even though my heart grieves all the more.
>i want to cry more, but i am so numb inside.
>
>in the natural, i know i did the right thing.
>in the spiritual, i had the peace about that decision to have that
>operation.
>i had no choice, i couldn't live with the pain.
>i had had enough.
>shattered, more broken pieces.
>
>what do u do?
>how do u cope?
>how do u accept those things that weren't meant to ever be?
>it is so hard.
>all the more, a struggle.
>
>how do u grieve and go on?
>how do accept those things that seem to be or are part of God's plan
>for your life?
>can i run as far as i can, where it can't touch me anymore?
>
>Lord, i believe in u, and i trust in u.
>but still Lord, why Me?
>why do i feel robbed?
>i didn't ask for this.
>how do i take this?
>how do i get there?
>
>Lord, all i asked for is the one thing i can't have.
>i just don't understand.
>shattered i am.
>broken i am.
>i have to go on.
>but when?
>
>==
>It's the little things that count with all of us ladies: flowers, candy,
finding a good ob/gyn who will truly listen to us, and finding a cure for
endometriosis.
>
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