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A poem by a friend that I want to share

From: Kristy (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Wed Nov 24 21:25:54 1999


Ladies,

I wanted to share a poem that was written by a friend of mine. Stacey and Lisa you guys know who I am talking about. My friend wanted to write this poem as a way to express the emotions and feelings that she has been having. I hope that you find this poem to be as beautifully written as I have.

Kristy :) Jacksonville, FL

http://www.geocities.com/HotSprings/Falls/4659/kristyspage.html

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Shattered Dream ------------------------------------------------------- ---------------

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a week ago, my life changed forever.
my heart torn in millions of pieces.
a part of me died that day.
the rest of me wanted to die, too,
at least in the emotional sense.

i've cried only a few tears, even though my heart grieves all the more. i want to cry more, but i am so numb inside.

in the natural, i know i did the right thing. in the spiritual, i had the peace about that decision to have that operation. i had no choice, i couldn't live with the pain. i had had enough. shattered, more broken pieces.

what do u do? how do u cope? how do u accept those things that weren't meant to ever be? it is so hard. all the more, a struggle.

how do u grieve and go on? how do accept those things that seem to be or are part of God's plan for your life? can i run as far as i can, where it can't touch me anymore?

Lord, i believe in u, and i trust in u. but still Lord, why Me? why do i feel robbed? i didn't ask for this. how do i take this? how do i get there?

Lord, all i asked for is the one thing i can't have. i just don't understand. shattered i am. broken i am. i have to go on. but when?

== It's the little things that count with all of us ladies: flowers, candy, finding a good ob/gyn who will truly listen to us, and finding a cure for endometriosis.




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