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Re: I've been crying all day-about doctor's visit
From: Allan (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Wed Sep 15 20:48:09 1999
Dear Ivette
I'm sooo sorry that you didn't receive better news; my heart goes out to
you. I'll be praying for you and sending lots of positive energy your
way. I hope things work out for you. You're in my thoughts dear,
luv and butterflies, Amy
Germán Alejandro wrote:
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> Hello:
> I went to my first visit to the Infertility Specialist and, after
> hearing all that I had to say and answering all my questions, he did a
> transvaginal ultrasound which revealed that my endometrioma(which I
> had when I was pg a year ago)(I lost my baby at 10 weeks)has grown(I
> saw it!!!) and is covering my right ovary. They tried to find the
> left ovary but it can't be seen. This could be because is covered
> with adhesions or scar tissue. There is so little space in the ovary
> to be saved. He said that my real and only chances of getting pg is
> doing the lap, laser or vaporize all the endo out, lupron and then
> IVF. This is considering that my endo is stage 4 and the
> probabilities of pregnancy go really low.
> This is all great, except that I can't possibly afford IVF. This pain
> of feeling alone and helpless is killing me. I can;t understand why
> my little angel Paula had to die and why I can't have another child,
> why?? Why the endo has to do this. Yiuu had to see that ultrasound.
> The lap maybe is going to be after my next period. I wish I could
> change all this reality because is so painful. I think I won't be
> able to go to work tomorrow. I knew that I had endo, that one of my
> tubes were blocked and the others partially, but my ovaries had always
> been ok. Now they are damaged too, with a major, big damage. What
> can I do now???
> I think all I can do is pray. Thanks for reading and understanding.
> Thanks a million times!
> Hugs and blessings,
> Ivette
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