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Re: Like a drop in the ocean,
From: Allan (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri Jun 18 16:54:06 1999
Nano, your poem is beautiful, so much feeling, it brought tears to my
eyes. I'm sorry to hear you're feeling left out, I'm sure that's not
anybody's intention, I've found the ladies here to be tremendously
helpful, supportive and informative, and if you ever ever have a
question or want to vent go right ahead - I know you'll get answers and
messages back from the forum. I know I've been pretty fried lately and
not responding much, endo and work have been getting me down, probably
other people's amount of responses get affected by what else is
happening with their body and lives; please don't take it personally and
please don't leave us, we need you!! :) And feel free to email me
privately any time you want, k?
Sending you and the rest of the gang lots of happy and painfree wishes!
luv, Amy
nano wrote:
>
> Like a drop in the ocean,
> my crying sea of tears will be.
> maybe a dolphin feels the water rise
> and take a jump just for me.
> The language them dolphins use, could sound like screams,
> I can feel it, but still - the inner self of me want to continue to
> nourish my dreams!
> I dream for the day, me along with my inner self will bee seen without
> my aching body,
> I dream for the day my feelings of pain could be set aside!
> And leave place for a little, honest and warm smile!
> That would make the dream come through and make me feel whole,
> never at all, like something else but me, like forced upon me!
> Like it some strains, like it's how my life was meant to be, not able to
> get a grip out of all broody.
> Although the reality hunts to get a grip of me, I'm slipping away!
> To the place where were true shared feelings are nothing but,
> heavenly imagining step closer to conquer obstacles!
> I want to be who I am, and nothing less!
> And when I'm able to - I feel like the dolphins jumping,
> chasing the true feelings bravely shared.
>
> I'm getting paranoid, since nobody seems to send me a msg! I'd like to
> stay on, never met such a supporting crowd of people, and I will, but I
> thought you should know!
> I'm used to the fact that ppl get suspicious cause I'm sounding so nice
> and still so tuff. But thats who I am! Don't want to step on anybody so
> I'll take a step back and send you all a big hug. The reason for me
> posting this is that I'm got addicted to the warmth and caring of people
> like me!
> All the best, painfree wishes, a better hope tomorrow, what can I say, I
> want you to accept and ackonowledge me, and I want to be somebody you
> can turn to! Well...
>
> --
> Nano,
> PS. Feel free to drop me a private mail. TS.
> http://members.xoom.com/Nano_Nowhere
>
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