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Re: ????

From: justine (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Apr 8 18:22:12 1999

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--- anonymous@obgyn.net wrote: > Hi ladies!
>
> Its Joy. I have been doing so badly lately.
> Actually for several months
> now. That's what got me on to the net in the first
> place to get some more info.
> on endo and that's how I found this forum. I am so
> glad for this place. Anyway,
> I had a breakdown at work yesterday. Everyone in my
> life has been saying that I
> was almost at the breaking point, and I kept
> thinking, "I'm at the breaking
> point! Not almost! I'm there!" We'll, I guess I was
> wrong. One of the guys I
> work with asked me to do a very simple thing
> yesterday, and I FLIPPED out! I
> started crying, and he said he wanted to meet with
> me to talk about what's going
> on. I was sobbing uncontrolably, and then I started
> hyperventalating (sp)...I
> couldn't breathe and couldn't make myself stop
> crying. It was terrible! I work
> with my parents, so the Rob (the guy) called them in
> to our meeting. They all
> decided for me that I would take a week or so off.
> Actually, I am kind of relieved. It has been
> very nice. But I feel
> terribly that this happened! I am not myself lately!
> I'm a crazy woman! My
> sister said that she thinks I'm this way because
> I've always been strong. I've
> always been able to handle anything that has come my
> way. At one time in my life
> I was working three jobs, going to school, and
> planning my wedding. She thinks
> that this scares me that now I can't even work one
> job without falling apart.
> I've never needed help, I've always been ok under
> pressure, and now I'm a
> basketcase! It does scare me! To death! I am unsure
> about my husband and my
> financial future, as well as a lot of other things.
> I don't know what happened yesterday, or for
> that matter, what's
> happening everyday! I'm sure many of you can relate.
> I guess I just needed to
> tell all of you what's going on with me. I have ben
> saying that i've needed a
> vacation, so I think I'll take advantage of the one
> that's been given to me,
> even if it was forcefully! =)
> Hope you're all doing ok!
>
> Lots of love and prayers to all, Joy in CA
>
<HR>

Hi ladies!

        Its Joy. I have been doing so badly lately. Actually for several months now. That's what got me on to the net in the first place to get some more info. on endo and that's how I found this forum. I am so glad for this place. Anyway, I had a breakdown at work yesterday. Everyone in my life has been saying that I was almost at the breaking point, and I kept thinking, "I'm at the breaking point! Not almost! I'm there!" We'll, I guess I was wrong. One of the guys I work with asked me to do a very simple thing yesterday, and I FLIPPED out! I started crying, and he said he wanted to meet with me to talk about what's going on. I was sobbing uncontrolably, and then I started hyperventalating (sp)...I couldn't breathe and couldn't make myself stop crying. It was terrible! I work with my parents, so the Rob (the guy) called them in to our meeting. They all decided for me that I would take a week or so off.
        Actually, I am kind of relieved. It has been very nice. But I feel terribly that this happened! I am not myself lately! I'm a crazy woman! My sister said that she thinks I'm this way because I've always been strong. I've always been able to handle anything that has come my way. At one time in my life I was working three jobs, going to school, and planning my wedding. She thinks that this scares me that now I can't even work one job without falling apart. I've never needed help, I've always been ok under pressure, and now I'm a basketcase! It does scare me! To death! I am unsure about my husband and my financial future, as well as a lot of other things.
        I don't know what happened yesterday, or for that matter, what's happening everyday! I'm sure many of you can relate. I guess I just needed to tell all of you what's going on with me. I have ben saying that i've needed a vacation, so I think I'll take advantage of the one that's been given to me, even if it was forcefully! =)
Hope you're all doing ok!

Lots of love and prayers to all, Joy in CA Joy, Same thing with me. I woke up this morning and saw that my rubbish-removal truck didn't pick up my trash for the second week in a row and we had very strong winds last night and this morning. Anyway, I wake up and look out the window and started crying and crying and could not stop. I started breathing all quick and got myself sick. I called my husband and he wanted to know why the heck I was sooooo upset and I just started screaming about the trash. It scared me! Like yourself, I've always been a very strong person and I'm very scared of these moods and crying jags. Sounds like you know what I mean......please feel free to e-mail anytime at: jhenault@yahoo.com (( Hugs)) Justine

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