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Re: Anxiety about infertility...

From: Lesters (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue Jun 19 18:56:29 2007


At Tue, 19 Jun 2007, Frustrated! wrote: >
>I also believe in God and know that He is in control. At times my heart and arms ache to hold my own child, so I wrap my arms around myself and just cry. After years of tears, avoiding baby showers and learning to be happy for my best friends when they announced they were pregnant, I have come full circle. For me it's now or never as I will be 40 in less than a week and have come to terms with my condition. God will either give me a child from my own womb or from someone elses. It hurts like hell not being able to give my husband the daughter he wants after 16 years. It hurts like hell to see drug abusers and abusive parents have baby after baby. However, this all serves as proof to me that if a woman who does all that "society says is right" by getting married, creating a loving home, getting a formal education, educating herself in order to raise emotionally healthy children who are productive members of society and still can't have children, well, there is someone else in control.

My dearest endo sisters... >
>I find myself often crying when I think about my state of infertility.
>Even though I haven't tried for a baby yet, I can't stop thinking about
>it all the time.
>
>Whenever I see a pregnant woman, I always feel very angry and i don't
>know why I suddenly feel like that.
>
>Whenever I see a baby I start crying because I feel like I wont ever be
>able to have one.
>
>My right ovary, fallopian tube is completly stuffed so I only have the
>right side to work with.
>
>Is this normal?
>
>Do you guys have similar reactions?
>
>I personally believe in God and should trust that He will do whats best
>for me, but I can't help grieving about this infertility problem.
>
>Share your stories please...
>
>--
>Verity
>




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