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Re: feeling down and low , just cant handle it anymore
From: andrea (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Wed Jun 13 18:34:32 2007
I was feeling much like you are now a few years ago. Exhausted,
depressed, hot flashes, no sex drive, but all that was caused from being
on the pill for so long. Then a wonderful doctor put me on Bioidentical
hormones. I was extremely deficient in Progesterone and that's what was
causing my fatigue and depression. It was the answer to my prayers...I
got my energy back and so many unbearable symptoms I was having went
away. Please read my June 4th entry. This could give you some hope and
help a lot. I'm not trying to push anything or sell anything, just tell
you what worked for me and I want to share it with others. It is a much
healthier alternative than Lupron or Conventional HRT or even
anti-depressants. Check it out and hope you get to feeling better soon.
I am so thankful for this forum and hope to make some real friends here.
Take care, Andrea :)
At Wed, 13 Jun 2007, anonymous wrote:
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>Hi ladies ,
>
>I just need to just let it all out. This forum has helped me
>tremendously in the past . Today i just need to let it all out , the
>frustration , depression and guilt!!
>
>I tell myself everyday , I am gonna be strong , I am gonna be all happy
>and strong , all for my little boy !! I keep going even if i am drenched
>in sweat from all the routine activities.Just a simple vacuum can give
>me a sweat bath .Now in addition to the period pain and bleeding, theres
>nausea ,that like takes away all the fun out of a regular day !!
>
>The most horrible I feel is not for my own troubles as much as for not
>being able to be a mom 100% .I am so tired and depressed most of the
>time, that I cant do all the activities with my boy that i dreamt of b4
>having kids.Sometimes, i dont even have to energy to give him a bath or
>take one myself and i just let it go .......lie down and do nothing.
>
>I never imagined i would raise my kid like this , i just cannot make up
>for the lack of other things with more of something else.Can there be
>any substitute for being active and full of life in front of ur kids ?
>He is so small to understand anything thats going on ....
>
>He lovingly asks me, " how r u feeling mommy"? I just control my tears ,
>i dont know what right I am doing with a innocent child,he is missing
>out on so much bcoz of me .There are days when we r only home and dont
>even go to the park or playground.
>
>I am desperately hunting for a good quality learning center / activities
>center for toddlers , at least that way , he can enjoy his time with
>other kids .
>
>Just felt so horrible yesterday night , cried and cried just looking at
>him and holding his hand .He is the most precious thing on earth for me
>and I am not even an average mommy to him ....
>
>Dont know where I am going with all this.This is not a forum for
>depressed moms , but ever since i had him , my symtomps got worse and
>evergy levels just went down .......
>
>I just pray everyday that I should be able to do the best that I can for
>my boy and he can grow up to be a normal kid , dont know what kind of
>job i am gonna do as a mom , but i am trying to do the best i can
>....Hope god is watching us when I am helpless and fill show me a way
>......
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