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Re: bad day :(

From: Kim (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Mar 22 08:46:58 2007


Hi Tasha-

Let it out ...you are not a whiner, what you are going through is a hard thing..especially when you have certain people that do not understand. I can relate to the work issues and just not feeling support at times from family..

There must be something in the air today or this week..I have had a rough one, too.. a lot of pain and running low-grade fevers...which is SO frustrating. I think I have a fever almost everyday. I just feel worn out and sick..I am sitting here at work...sweating out my fever...alot of pelvic pain and bloating...I could not help it...but, I started to cry..I tried SO hard to hold back the tears...they just fell. I don't think anyone here at work noticed..I went to the bathroom and tried to clean up my face (makeup smears)..I am just so tired of all this...never feeling good anymore...always sick with fevers and in pain. I am having surgery next month and I just need to try and build up the strength to go through it again...this will be number 3...and supposedly a laparoscopy..the other 2 surgeries I had turned into the nightmare laparotomy! So, I will pray for strength and courage to make it through....We will make it through! Somedays...we just need someone to carry some of our load....today is one for me, too....

Feel better! Be kind to yourself : ) and nurture!

>
>Hi ladies! I just need to whine to someone who understands. I got my
>1st Lupron shot on Monday (and yes I know how some of you feel about
>Lupron but I'm limited due to other issues) and I have been hurting but
>not as bad as I had thought. Last night however was my worst pain night
>so far and I"m still really feeling it today even though I've taken as
>much pain meds as I am "allowed" to take and still drive. I am have
>been very down emotionally all week...not sure if its all from the
>Lupron or just life in general. I'm so upset today though cause I feel
>like my hubby doesn't even care about what I'm dealing with. He has
>been absolutely no help to me this week with taking care of our 1 yr old
>or anything. I just want to cry because I feel like I'm dealing with
>this alone. My hubby and family don't get it... my boss thinks I'm a
>wimp and compares how I feel to her "getting older aches"... its just
>so frustrating! I'm 32 and feel fat, disgusting and old and just want to
>go curl up and cry but of course I can't do that cause I have to work
>and take care of everything at home too. :(
>
>Sorry I'll stop rambling now.... I just know you all understand and
>won't just think I'm being a total whiner!
>
>Thanks, Tasha






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