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Re: endometriosis pain

From: tracy (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon Jul 31 11:41:56 2006


At Tue, 18 Jul 2006, Misty wrote: >
>I also am suffering like you. I am at the beginning of all my stuff.
>Just went to the doctor's today and now I have to go for a colonoscopy.
>I feel everything that you said. It seems like the pain is all that
>there is and what else is there to talk anout. You can't have a normal
>life due to the pain and suffering that we go through. I would try
>again for assistance since you have taken custody of the kids. Are you
>two married? If not my suggestion would be to up the date on your
>marriage and try again. With a family of 5 you are put in a different
>bracket than being single. Good Luck to you.
>
>--
>Misty
>
>At Tue, 18 Jul 2006, tracy wrote:
>>
>>I am so very tired of complaining, it seems like all I do anymore, but
>>here goes. I have endometriosis. I have had 2 surgeries to laser it
>>off and have tried pretty much everything you can do. When I had the
>>surgeries about 5 years ago, I was not ready to have a hysterectomy. I
>>have no children and could not except the fact that I would never have
>>any. I wish I would have had the surgery then. You see, now I have no
>>insurance and make too much money for medical assistance. Which I don't
>>know how that is but ok. I guess doctors do not have payment plans for
>>the surgery, at least mine did not. I am sooooo tired of feeling this
>>way. I am in so much pain , not just during my periods but all the time
>>pretty much. I am so tired of complaining. I feel like everyone feels
>>like I am the biggest hypocondriact (can't spell). I am angry alot of
>>the time when I see people getting medical aid and wonder what I have to
>>do to get some help. I just want to have a life. My fiance and I have
>>just recently received custody of his three children. My dream come
>>true. But guess what I feel so bad almost all the time that I cannot
>>appreciate them. My fiance takes care of them and is going to school
>>online. I bartend at night. On my days off I will spend a few hours
>>with them and then I go back to bed and lay down. Then I feel guilty
>>for not taking care of them and feel like a failure as a mother. I just
>>do not know what to do. I am very depressed and don't know what to do.
>>I am mad at myself for feeling this way. But I cannot help it. I just
>>want to enjoy life and not feel the pain anymore. I know I sound very
>>angry and I guess I am. Ok, I am gonna go now. I thank you for having
>>a site like this so women like me know that we are not alone. I am not
>>happy that many other women have this kind of pain and lifestyle. But I
>>am happy to have found this site. Thank you for listening to my
>>complaints.
>

That's funny that you should say that about marriage. I am seeing a new doctor and we are going to schedule my hysterectomy some time this week. We are just gonna try to come up with the money for it, don't know how. My fiance and I are gonna get married before I have it. tracy




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