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2nd Lap scheduled 04/04/06 so SACRED!From: Storm (anonymous@obgyn.net)Thu Mar 9 06:20:56 2006
I had a my last Lap 14/12/05, yes only a lousey 3 mths ago :-( for a 5.5cm complex Cyst removal, which had 'disappeared' before surgery, but spots of Endo removed from my left ovary.2 weeks after op in pain AGAIN, feels like a Cyst, but this time NO ONE believes me.I go from GP to Gynie and am totally dimissed as everything being in my head.Pain SO bad I pay to have a private U scan myself.Yep, lo and behold a 5.5cm complex cyst on left Ovary, back to Gynie, who says immdeiate ovarian removal.This is the Gynie who told me in a round about way that it was all in my head!!! Now he says there must be Endo INSIDE (???) the Ovary and it has to be removed.I have forbidden him to do so, so he will TRY and remove parts of the ovary only but cant gaurentee. I don't know WHAT the Hell is wrong with me but I'm just so scared about the whole thing.The first Lap went well, as in I didn't suffer any painful side effects, but going again (and obviously more invasive) has me totally and utterly FREAKED OUT. I seem to be daily developping an irrational fear of Hospitals, operations.I worry I'm going to have to be carried in there literally kicking and screaming on the 04/04...........I can't even think about it I'm so scared.I'm in daily severe pain but (and I know this sounds weird)but I'm scared to loss that pain, I almost feel it's part of me, and at least god dam it I have an Ovary. Has anyone every heard of counselling for these irrational thoughts?
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