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Re: need to vent

From: Angie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue Mar 7 09:13:49 2006


Kirsty,

Please know that you are not alone. I know what it feels like to want children. I have been trying since 1995. I know how it feels. Don't ever give up though. I also know how hard it is to see other women walking around all pregnant with big bellies and happy. It's hard to be happy for them. All you can think is "Why not me?". Everytime I watch the news and see these women who are neglecting their children and even killing them I get so angry because here I sit, deserving children and all these bad women are having them and don't even want them.

I just found out that my previous doc did the dye thing in my tubes and both are blocked and he did nothing to unblock them. Then with blocked tubes he put me on fertility meds giving me hope that I would get pregnant. Now I am with a man who doesn't want children. He already has two and doesn't want anymore.

So I feel for what you are going through, but we CAN'T give up. Don't do that to yourself. Pray pray prayer. I here stories all the time of women who end up pregnant after trying for many years. If you give up, I'll keep holding on and praying for you.

At Tue, 7 Mar 2006, kirsty wrote: >
>Not only am i still in loadsa pain but both my neighbours are pregnant
>feeling really down neither of them were trying. I want a baby but on
>that many hormone treatments and painkillers and antidepressants and
>stuff we cant even try. Happy for them but feel so pissed off deep
>inside feel like Im surrounded by normal women and im just useless cant
>do something as natural as get pregnant. I hate this disease so much it
>ruining my life want to learn to drive but on so many pain meds Im
>drowsy all the time. Want to go back to work but always in too much
>pain or bleeding to heavy or drowsy with pills feel such a failure just
>want to curl up in a corner and give up.




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