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Need some emotional supportFrom: Stacie (anonymous@obgyn.net)Sat Sep 24 10:44:29 2005
Hi girls, You are the only ones I can talk to about this. No one else seems to understand my emotions. Last night I helped my mom and the doctors deliver my sisters baby. I did not expect to be an emotional wreck. I could not get out of the room fast enough. I know it is a happy time for my sister. But the realizations kicked in. I thought I was strong enough to handle it. I was diagnosed with endo last year. I have has 3 surgeries and the last one they took my left ovary and tube. The doctor said I may have a 50 percent chance to concieve. And she could not guarantee when the endo will come back or a if a tumor would form on my ovary I have left. That is what happened to my left one. She said if I wanted a baby, I am on a time limit. I am divorced. I have no one. I cried my eyes out when I got home. I guess I just need to talk to all of you. This is so hard. Mom says there is adoption. I know there is but I would at least like to have my own. This sounds selfish I know. But it just hurt so damn bad when I saw her with her new baby. Life just isnt fair. Sorry I am crying again and this is so long. I have to go up to the hospital again in a little bit to see the baby. I hope I can be strong enough this time. Thanks for your support.
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