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Re: Need a therapist!
From: Alyson (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri Sep 2 12:34:00 2005
Isn't there a possiblity of microscopic endometriosis? I've read some
information about this having to do with endo that cannot be seen
because it is microscopic, but causes a great deal of pain as with
visible endo. If I find where I read that I'll pass it along.
Alyson
At Fri, 2 Sep 2005, Jessica wrote:
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>I feel like im going to mentally breakdown today. I had my second lap
>and my fourth overall surgery on the 23rd of last month and just talked
>to the Nurse today. Before going into surgery I learned that my right
>ovary was stuck behind my uterus and the Ultra sound made them think
>that my endo was back. Turns out my ovary was stuck, and the Dr did say
>he removed adhesions from my appendix, but the nurse said there was NO
>TRACE of endo(even know my first lap in July 2004 showed some). This
>means I went through all those surgeries, steriod shots, physical
>therapy, Lupron(which was the worst and still gives me enormous problems
>today) for no reason. You would think I would be happy to hear there
>was no endo, but it just leaves me to wonder whats wrong then. Why do I
>have horrible cramps on a daily basis and chronic pelvic pain. I
>started having pain every day at 17 and am now 20, it feels like I've
>wasted 3 years trying to fix something thats not there and am still
>suffering the side effects of the treatment methods. I just feel like
>craweling under a rock and giving up on ever feeling like a normal woman
>again. Im so exhasted from putting this much effort into getting better
>that maybe I should have giving up a long time ago. I don't think Ill
>ever get better, this is the worst day ever...Has this ever happend to
>anyone else? Thanks for listening ladies.
> Jessica
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