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Re: Understanding pain.
From: Amy (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Aug 4 12:24:40 2005
Hang in there Jenn! I cried as I read your email because I hate knowing
so many women are depressed and hurting from this damn disease! I have
had so many sad days, I can't even count them anymore. Now I just try
to take one day at a time, enjoy the good ones to the fullest, and get
through the bad. Please know that there are many of us on the forum who
are here for you and completely understand. At least we are all in it
together, and while it breaks my heart to know others suffer as I do, at
least I do take some sort of comfort in knowing I am not alone. DON'T
GIVE UP! Remember, what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger! You
can email me direct anytime if you just want to vent or need a friend.
Keep your chin up!
Hugs!
Amy
At Tue, 2 Aug 2005, Jenn wrote:
>
>Why do I feel like I am the only one out there with a messed up head ,
>saying that I am in all this pain but yet finding it so hard to expalian
>the feelings. I feel like I am an outsider cus nobody can relate or
>"FEEL" what i am going through, I have noticed that the more days go bye
>with no answers the more I feel like giving up, then again what is there
>left for me to give up I have nothing left, no cares no energy,
>I'm Alone, my friends, family even my husband can't understand me, its
>getting so hard, I just cry and feel sorry for myself, I just wish I had
>answers, I hate Crying it gives me headaches ( YA MORE FKN PAIN) i hate
>it THIS SUCKS it sucks it sucks it sucks,
>my new marrige is going to shit cus i can't do nothing for my hubby it
>feels like a red hot poker stick is sratching my insides apart, wether
>its a finger or a more usefull tool ( some humour left in me ) and my
>lower half just seems to scream when I try other methods, I don't know
>what to do, He feels sorry for me and no longer knows what to do cus he
>hates seeing me cry and in pain its hard on him too, but sometimes all
>you need is a hug, don't let go of me just hug me hug me until I let go
>- please.
>I just want my life and my marriage back, I wanna go for walks wiht my
>hubby again I miss that a lot. I miss ME. i am so sorry to write and
>cry but i am so depressed today some days are better then others like
>they say. But I am done I've had enough i have stopped caring now i'm
>just waiting till i am told something different till then whatever, i
>guess they'll just cut me open and see where it goes from htere.
>thanks for letting me shed some tears.
>
>--
>Thankyou bella - JENN
>
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