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Re: I swear this pain will never end
From: Jenn (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Jul 28 19:02:00 2005
Nancy WE still all love you anyways, the Pian will ease teh depression
will get better and by next week your new dr will give all the answers
you are wanting to hear. Stick in there girl, I know its rough were
allgoing through it, sowere here to support you, stay happy and keep
strong.
Jenn
At Thu, 28 Jul 2005, Nancy wrote:
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>I swear this pain will never end and this past week now I have been
>experiencing very lightheadedness and dizzy spells. As I write this I
>am real lightheaded and the pain in my abdomen is killing me. I am
>getting closer to insurance becoming active. The suspense and sypmotoms
>are killing me. I am so confused on what to tell the doctor when I
>finally go see one. I know that I need to get a pap test done because I
>have not been back in over a year and I was diagnosed with precancerous
>cervical cells. I was supposed to get bi~monthly paps done. Now I am
>getting so many more symptoms and even hotflashes. I have a killer
>migrane and nothing but Adivl which is not helping right now. The
>symptom list is growing and so is my anxiety. I feel real sick and
>wanna throw up right now. These sharp pains in my abdomen are going up
>my sides and I feel so isolated. I am depressed and have withdrawn to
>my bedroom every day. I really do have a wonderful marriage and do not
>understand why aI am so depressed right now. My head is killing me, I
>cannot stay off the toilet. I am urinating every 20 minutes. I wish
>this would all end and I pray that my NEW DOCTOR will agree to do a LAP
>because I know I have Endometriosis. and the more I research, the more
>scared I get. Between the pain and this new lump next to my right
>breast, and the precancerous cervical cells, am so confused!!!!! SO
>depressed right now. I am bawling my eyes out!!!! I can't stop! Why did
>I let it go this long? Just because my last doctor (last year) kept
>ignoring my pain and cared more about cervix, now what have I done to
>myself over this past year of no medical attention at all? Damn I am
>stupid! I just wanna scream, bloody scream out loud.... any suggestions
>on how I can calm my nerves. They are going in circles right now. I
>have worried myself right to being bloody sick to my stomach.
>
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>Nancy
>
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Thankyou bella - JENN
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