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Re: can anyone help me figure out whats going on in my body?
From: Rachel (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Sat May 14 10:38:46 2005
Kristen, you really aren't listening to what anyone is trying to tell
you. Everyone is trying to help you. One of the most important things
that you're not understanding is the way DEPRESSION and ANXIETY can
effect the way your body stores excess fat, regardless of how much
natural muscle you have. Depression and anxiety also INCREASE the pain
of endometriosis. Your depression and anxiety could be the source of
your health problems. If you don't address these honestly with
yourself, and with some kind of professional help, you will always be in
pain, always be unhappy with yourself, and you'll always feel like a
victim. The only person making you a victim is yourself. I know it's
hard. It's the hardest thing you'll ever have to do! But, if you don't
do it, you'll self-destruct. Free yourself from the walls you're
building with excuses. Call your doctor and ask them to refer you to a
psychologist who is experienced in dealing with chronic health issues.
You need this!
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Rachel
At Sat, 14 May 2005, kristen wrote:
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>you know what someone who i will keep to myself warned me about this
>reply and it still managed to piss me off beyond beliefe. you dont know
>me and you are not like me. and i dont care what you or anyone else
>thinks about my life. i had to stop playing sports when i was 16
>because of the pain. i still worked out and did what i could but the
>weight came on within months. it wasnt what i was doing wrong or right.
>it just came on like nothing. so dont tell me it was because of not
>doing anything to take care of myself. obviously if i was out joining a
>gym and trying diets i was trying to do something about it. and your
>precticly perfect south beach bullshit did NOTHING. nothing at all. and
>i know a lot of other people that it did nothing for too. so you can
>take your south beach diet and shove it up your ass for all i care. like
>i said i have seen a dietrition and she said im doing everything right.
>ive had to stop everything i enjoy doing in life because of this. my
>hormones are so screwed up that i have horrible depression and anxiety.
>i had to quit college because of it. i cant just go and hang out with
>my friends most the time because im in pain. and for your info i havent
>taken pain killers in a long time because i got sick of taking pills all
>the time and plus all the pain meds is what put me in the ICU with a
>blood clot in the artery going to my right lung about a year ago. i
>almost died from it. my lung is still weak from not getting blood for a
>week. so you try doing anything that has to do with excersising when
>you cant breath with half of one of your lungs. and you can take all
>your dietary info and shove it up your ass to because i dont give a shit
>about it. unless your some registered dietrition it means nothing to
>me. your just some person who cant even give a name. you claim i didnt
>listen to you but you dont listen to me either. you think your so damn
>special but your not. ENDO IS DIFFERENT FOR EVERYONE! or have you
>forgotten? oh and if you were to take a finger and rub down my stomach
>you will still feel the washboard i had when i was 16. my thighs are
>solid muscle. i dont even know where most of this extra weight is.
>unless my 42DDs are most of it.
>
>have a nice day.
>kristen helmer
>
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