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Re: very worried - please write
From: Ann (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon Jan 10 10:25:50 2005
Thanks for the information. It is nice you adopted. I would not mind
adopting either but now I just get so stressed out that at times I think
my world is ending.
At Mon, 10 Jan 2005, Lori wrote:
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>Hi,
>The uncertainty of Life! That is very hard. I am infertile but adopted
>and things worked out so wonderfully! BUT I have suffered with so many
>ailments for 20 years.
>I am glad to hear your treatment is working though, perhaps it will
>work, but only God knows the answer.
>About your boyfriend, I would guage it on how he acts when you are sick,
>does he go to the markey at 2:00 am to get you medicine, tampons..? I
>hate to put it all on that but that clearly can be an indicator. My
>husband is/was a frequent visitor of the market late night.
>I have on my site an infertility page that may help you and also a 90
>day adventure, I have found that the reading, praying is the only thing
>that helps me to understand life and it clearly gives me joy and peace
>despite terrible circumstances.
>
>I hope it gets better for you,
>Lori
>http://www.theendoclub.com
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>At Mon, 10 Jan 2005, ann wrote:
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>>Hi, I only come here once in a while but I am very worried. Actually I
>>am worried to death. I have endo stage 3 and I am currently taking
>>homeopathy medicine which it is supposed to make me get better in a
>>period of about two years. I am going to be 33 in April and my
>>boyfriend kind of wants to get married in about 2-3 years even though he
>>knows my situation. Doctors usually tell me the sooner the better. I
>>guess my boyfriend wants to save money and all this but what would my
>>chances be at 36? Do any of you waited this long to have a baby? I spent
>>my entire day crying because I feel lost. I am also afraid because he
>>really thinks I will be fine and things will work out but if they don't
>>he can live me and I am doomed. At times I don't understand why some
>>have the right to have babies and others not. I guess it is the same
>>way to why some people die early and others don't. I think life can be
>>so unfair. I am also hoping my doctor will do another lap this year to
>>find out how bad it got in the past two years. Usually my endo spreads
>>two quickly. One year I had 3 laps. The homeopathy is helping and I
>>have no pain and feel better but I am not sure what is happening inside.
>>It is very hard for me living like this and at times I worry to death
>>that my boyfriend will leave me. I actually know women that their
>>husbands left them because of this. At times I prefer dying than being
>>like this or being lonely for the rest of my life. Sorry for
>>complaining I know all of you have problems but I am kind of desperate
>>and can't stop crying.
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