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very worried - please writeFrom: ann (anonymous@obgyn.net)Mon Jan 10 07:13:58 2005
Hi, I only come here once in a while but I am very worried. Actually I am worried to death. I have endo stage 3 and I am currently taking homeopathy medicine which it is supposed to make me get better in a period of about two years. I am going to be 33 in April and my boyfriend kind of wants to get married in about 2-3 years even though he knows my situation. Doctors usually tell me the sooner the better. I guess my boyfriend wants to save money and all this but what would my chances be at 36? Do any of you waited this long to have a baby? I spent my entire day crying because I feel lost. I am also afraid because he really thinks I will be fine and things will work out but if they don't he can live me and I am doomed. At times I don't understand why some have the right to have babies and others not. I guess it is the same way to why some people die early and others don't. I think life can be so unfair. I am also hoping my doctor will do another lap this year to find out how bad it got in the past two years. Usually my endo spreads two quickly. One year I had 3 laps. The homeopathy is helping and I have no pain and feel better but I am not sure what is happening inside. It is very hard for me living like this and at times I worry to death that my boyfriend will leave me. I actually know women that their husbands left them because of this. At times I prefer dying than being like this or being lonely for the rest of my life. Sorry for complaining I know all of you have problems but I am kind of desperate and can't stop crying.
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