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So Depressed!!From: Amanda (anonymous@obgyn.net)Sun Apr 18 12:41:34 2004
Hi all, Well I am ten days into my first round of Lupron shots and so far the only thing I've noticed is not sleeping well and starting to get a hot flash here and there so not to bad yet. My husband and I went to a wedding reception last night and I was so excited, I thought finally a chance to go out and have fun and put things out of my mind for a night. Well...... we weren't in the door but 5 minutes and the questions began. "So when are the two of you going to start a family" "Do you have any kids" Ahhhhh I wanted to scream!!! Maybe I should just wear a sign that explains my medical history! I ran into a girl who is not liked by many people and she asked when we were going to have kids and I simply replied "someday". She said well honey last time I looked "someday" isn't on the calendar! I swear I wanted to knock her on her butt!!! I guess when you have two miscarraiges, get diagnosed with a blood clotting disorder and then edometriosis and have a very tipped uterus you don't find those questions to be fun to answer! I know people mean well and they don't know my history but when we got home all I could do was cry. I almost lost it in church this morning when I saw the cutest baby infront of us. I know that we will have a family someday even if it does mean adopting but I can't help feeling hopeless on days like that! Then I get mad at myself and feel selfish knowing there are other people with far greater problems than I have. Just needed to vent and not keep all this bottled up inside like I used to do. Thanks for listening and hope you are all doing well. You are all in my thoughts and prayers and we will get through the tough times.... together... Best Wishes and prayers to all!!! Amanda
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