Re: Terribly Depressed....don't know what to do!
From: frenchie (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Feb 26 13:43:02 2004
Rachel:
I am very sorry you are feeling so horrible. Your post worries me.
Because you are feeling like there is no way out, that there's nothing
in your life to live for, and that you are contemplating suicide, It
really sounds to me like you are clinically depressed. I think you
should go to the emergency room ASAP and tell them exactly what you
posted here. They can help you feel like yourself again. I heard once
that one of every ten people have depression. There are treatments out
there that can balance your emotions out again and help you come out of
your dark place. It is a very common disease to have, and very
treatable.
Will you go to the emergency room today, or at least call your doctor,
and tell them what you told us? Then post back here. I am really
worried about you.
--
Frenchie.
At Thu, 26 Feb 2004, Rachel wrote:
>
>I need to vent, hope you don't mind! I have no one else to talk to. And
>I honestly think if I don't figure out how to not feel this way I will
>kill myself like I almost did a couple of times a couple of years ago.
>It's bad enough being so sick that I can't evne get outta bed (even
>though I have been, and making myself terribly sick) and bad enough I
>have had absolutely no one to talks to and have on friends whatsoever.
>But someone said to me it could be worse, (I hate that phrase with a
>passion) And the funny thing, ever since then worse and worse things
>have bene happening in my life! I just don't know how to take it! I'm
>too phsyically sick to take all these emotinal probelsm, it's probably
>just making me sicker! I'm so confused, sick, exhausted (hardly slept at
>all lately cuz the pain is so bad) stressed, depressed! I just don't
>know how to hanlde it anymore! I woke up absoltely feeling sooooo
>horrible this morinng: phsyically and emotinally. And I have been
>bawling for the last two hours. I hate feeling like this! I can only
>take so much! All I can think about off and on a little the last couple
>of days, but non-stop today, is that I just want to be dead! Well if
>anyone has some advice, or know how I feel, feel free to write!
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