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Re: getting really scared
From: Brett (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri Aug 29 07:36:08 2003
thank you, kristen. i probably will email you. mine's
BrettskiM@hotmail.com.
At Thu, 28 Aug 2003, kristen wrote:
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>i know how you feel. im 20 and i cant hang out with my friends either.
>it seems when i start to have fun the pain tripples. i go in for my
>first surgery the 17th of september and im scared shitless. im terified
>that they are going to find bad shit. my emotions are shot. im always
>depressed. i have no life. and i havent really had one since march. if
>anytime you need to talk you can e-mail me at
>music_freak1997@hotmail.com im always checking it. i just home my
>surgery doesnt fuck it up anymore. i hope you feel better. talk to you
>soon.
>
>--
>kristen helmer
>
>At Thu, 28 Aug 2003, Brett wrote:
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>>I'm getting ready for my first Lupron treatment and it's been three
>>months since my lap. Right now I feel kind of depressed and lonely,
>>like this is something huge I have to deal with on my own. I'm turning
>>21 in 3 weeks and I don't even have enough energy to hang out with my
>>friends at night. I am tired, I've had to alter my diet significantly
>>just to be able to eat and digest correctly. I'm having bladder
>>problems that seem to be worsened by my stomach medicine which I can't
>>stop taking or I won't be able to eat. But the worst part is, I don't
>>know when it will be better if ever. So many of you have had painful
>>surgeries to remove your ovaries or other organs. I'm sure some of you
>>have dealt with infertility. But being 21, this should be the best time
>>of my life and I'm feeling pretty miserable and scared that the painful
>>road is only just beginning.
>>Please offer me some encouragement, someone, that the rest of my life I
>>won't feel like I do right now: sore, tired, irritated and sad.
>>
>>--
>>-Brett
>>
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-Brett
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