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Re: Help me please, i have no where else to go...
From: Allison (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue May 6 17:39:43 2003
No you aren't alone. Depot Lupron is the worst. I was on it for 9
months and was miserable the whole time. I went from wanting to make
love to my boyfriend of 6 years all the time, to never wanting him to
touch me. The hot flahes, insomnia, mood swings, etc were just crazy.
And I still had the side affects 2 months afte my last shot. All that
misery just to be told that I had to have another laproscopy because the
endo and cysts didn't stop growing.
I will be 24 in June and have had 3 laproscopys in the last 3 years,
been on so many medications I can't remember, and the worst of all is I
don't even know who I am anymore.
At Tue, 22 Apr 2003, Kayla wrote:
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>Tania,
>I am 20 too and was diagnoised w/ endo last July. Trust me you aren't
>alone. The only place that I have found support is online...it's
>strange, I know. But it's keeping me going. There is a group called
>endoincollege in Yahoo groups..
>it's a good group and you might want to join it. As for backing away
>from your boyfriend, it's probaly the hormones....They kinda fool with
>your emotions. I just got off of bcps after three years of taking
>either them or hormone treatment-Synarel. I couldn't stop crying for
>two days! It drove me up the wall. Hang in there, you aren't alone.
>Feel free to email me at keara786@yahoo.com if you ever need to talk.
>
>At Tue, 22 Apr 2003, Tania wrote:
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>>I know this is weird, you don’t even know me, but I have no one to talk
>>to, and could really use some help…
>>My name is Tania and this is really hard for me.
>>I just recently found out i had endo... had surgery to remove some,
>>and am now on depot lupron shots to try and take care of the rest.
>>People who are on some kind of hormone treatment can probably answer
>>this better.
>>Geez i dont even know how to ask this...
>>Its hard... I haven't told but 3 people about anything going on, and
>>here i am talking to perfect strangers..
>>well here goes..
>>I'm 20, and I'm not sexually active. BUT I do have a boyfriend of 2.5
>>years whom i love very much and lately I've noticed that I repeal any
>>of his efforts to be physical... kisses... touching (sorry!) and
>>pretty much everything. I dont know why i do it, its like an
>>automatic reaction before i even realize whats going on.
>>It scares me and makes me feel like i'm about to lose one of the most
>>important people in my life. Could this unattraction to a physical
>>relationship be due to the shots and the hormone rollercoaster they
>>put me on? Or one of the thousand medications that go along with it?
>>Please please i'm begging you help me.
>
>--
>Kayla
>**Just someone who cares, preparing for the medical field**
>
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Allison
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