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Ready to give up!!!!!From: Trish (anonymous@obgyn.net)Thu Oct 31 11:24:43 2002
Well, I am at the end of my rope. I am so sick of dealing with this disease, the doctors the surgeries and the horrible crippling pain that I face on a daily basis. I have dealt with this disease for the better part of almost 14 years. Four surgeries and 4 docs later, I am fed up. I just had surgery 5 weeks ago, I had some pretty intense work done, for multiple things wrong with my body including endo and pelvic congestion. I went back to work only three days later, I guess i was trying to prove that i am not a baby and i don't make the pain up. I went back to the doctor a week ago and he told me that I wouldn't fully be recovered from the surgery for a while, and that's fine but what do i do about the pain? I can tell the difference from surgery pain and endo pain, but nobody wants to listen. I almost want to have a hyst to get rid of the pain yet i am only 23 years old and I desperately want children one day, one doc who is a friend of mine suggest i try a pain management clinic, but I tend to beleive they won't touch me with a ten foot pole. I know what pain meds work for me and I don't think i should have to feel like a junkie and be begging for pain medication. I don't want to have to take anything either, but what in the world am i suppose to do. I am afraid to get another opinion in fear they will want to do surgery again- and it just isn't giving me any relief. I am sorry this is a long post, i just need some words of wisdom! What else can i do- I am tired of living my life in pain.
-- Paramedic/Firefighter- I mainly instruct now- making sure I do lots of research to fight this disease. Best Wishes to all - Trish
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