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Re: thank you all
From: elizabeth (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Wed May 29 17:16:15 2002
Dear Carol, HoooRay for you!!!!!!! I have found that on an average it
takes 6-7 years just to get a diagnioses for endo. Venting is a major
stress releiver so you just vent all you want to hon, cause you have every
right. I have battled with endo for over 14 years. I cant tell you how
many times I have vented on these message boards just because I know that I
am not alone in this anymore. My best advice to anyone who has to deal
with endo is to research, research and research some more. My thoughts and
prayers are with you. Liz
>From: anonymous@obgyn.net (Carol)
>Reply-To: anonymous@obgyn.net
>To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>Subject: thank you all
>Date: Wed, 29 May 2002 16:18:38 -0500
>
>I have sat and read so many stories that I can relate to. For so long I
>felt isolated. Like I was the only one. Im sorry we all have to deal
>with this but Im so thnkful for who ever started this. And even more so
>to the ones who are here alwaays posting thier problems questons and
>concerns. For those of you who keep aplogizing for "belly-aching", your
>not. Your sharing with the rest of use. And Making some of us feel a
>little more normal. Ive heard all of the "your not, its not, quite
>complainig. The you cant be that bad you got kids." My favorite
>one....."Here take this you'll feel better!Oh dont worry its only a
>narcotic!"
>
>I was just dxed. the doctor told me and I cried, not because I was
>upset, because I was normal again. It wasnt in my head. It was in my
>uterus!Finally I could stand up and say I AM SICK! It felt good to be
>able to name the monster that has poked proded toured me for so long!
>
>The anxitey attacks are the worst. And while every other woman out
>there complains of a period....I cant wait for mine. Each one marks the
>end of a cycle. The end of feeling like my sides are on fire or being
>ripped out. I knowe it sounds werid but i actually feel relaxed more
>just because the cramps seem to almost massage the uterus for a day or
>two. Dont get me wrong the hurt like HELL. The rest of the time I feel
>like I just gave birth. like the pressure of the head is right there.
>The thing is im not pregant nor did i just give birth.
>
>I want to sleep in any postion i want to!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not with a pillow
>shoved between my legs. I want to sleep on my belly again!!!! Damn it
>hurts to much now!! I want to go for a walk to the fridge to get my own
>*&^&^R$^$#%@ (^&%&*%
>DRINK!!!!!! I want to be the one to go shopping for dinner! I want the
>engery to cook!!!!!!!! I want to have sex with my husband again.i want
>him to just sleep in the same bed again!!! I want to hold the kids. I
>want to play with them! I want to be able to drive my @^&*&* $%^^&%&^
>%^%*%^*#%$&%^U$^Y&$^&*&^*%^#&@%$^%*&^(&*(^%$^$%*( Car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
>I WANT A NORMAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!
>I WANT A NORMAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i WANT TO DECK THE NEXT
>A&^@#@@#$%%$#@@ WHO SAYS YOUR FINE GO HOME!!!!!!!!
>
>OK i need to go take a time out for a while im really getting P%$%^ and
>havent even got started!
>
>Thanks all for listening
>carol
>
Thank You and have a great day
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