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Why me, why now?From: Jade (anonymous@obgyn.net)Thu Sep 20 20:49:35 2001
I have been dealing with the discomfort and pain of what I have come to believe as the worst informed disease of women. I went to the doctor about the sharp stabing pains that have been non-stop for the past month or so. I couldnt' take tha pain anymore and I couldn't ignore it any longer. My doctor sent me yesterday to get an ultrasound taken. Well, not only did I have and external ultrasound, but I also got the priviledge of geting the internal one too. let me tell you, I only thought that I was in pain before. The doctor gave me pain killers, but they aren't doing anything. I can't sleep, I can't think about anything other then the things that are going on inside of me. My husband and I were planing on moving next month so we could be together (he's away at college). However, that doesn't see like a possibility since my insurance is through my work, which i would have to leave when I move. I have to wait until October 1st before I can see the specialist and see where to go from here. I'm scared and I'm tired. I work too jobs and have the emotional strain of a long-distance marriage. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. I found out todayt aht my mother had Endo and never told me. She told me today that it will be okay and there is nothing to worry about. That Endo isn't that big of a deal. I have done a lot of reasearch in the past 12 hours and I have the feelign that my mom was just lying to me so I wouldn't worry too much. The worst part of all of this is that I have to desl w/ this alone because my husband is too far away to be here. And I really want to have our baby, but now I'm affraid I will never be able to have a child, never hold my own baby, new have the blessing of the pitter patter of little feet. All I have wanted to do since I can remember is be an at-home mom. You know, stay at home all day, take care of the childern, cook, clean. I know it might sound crazy, but that's what I really want. I'm sorry, I'm just rambling on. I just needed to vent, I'm confused, scared, and lost . . .
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