Re: A Q with a vent
From: Tanya (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon Jan 15 20:47:07 2001
P.S. the word 'hustle' was suppose to be hassle - my spell check changed it
and I wasn't paying attention!
Obviously I am really tired.
Tanya
>----- Original Message -----
From: bethtony <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Monday, January 15, 2001 12:04 PM
Subject: A Q with a vent
> Hi all I am in the middle of my period...I was wondering if anyone
> experiences this or may know why.When I take my meds it slows down if not
> stops the flow which in return stops the pain..when the meds wear off the
> flow starts.So I feel like I am just waiting for the inevitable...all that
> xmas sugar is making this one horrible...it hurts so bad.would you think
> that the meds stop the uterus from contracting therefore the blood is
unable
> to shed? I do not work because off this.Last week when I was feeling
> good(going through the nesting thing) I was offered a job 30 hrs a week
9-5
> mon-fri with good $.I was like oh this is great I should do it...These
were
> my thoughts... $ of my own...when my uneducated about endo family(not that
I
> haven't tried educating them) asks what I am doing I can say I am a
> productive human being and maybe they would love me more(logically I don't
> really care how they feel about me but deep down I do)....when we
socialize
> I could have something to talk about and so on.Now my period is here and I
> feel......like my body is splitting in half......I am fighting the tears
and
> trying to handle the pain.....now I know why I am not working...I do not
> half to phone in and explain myself and hope they understand......I do not
> half to say I will be in in 2 days and know for 5 days I will cry while
> getting ready for work..and then all the way to work...Well I will stop my
> story at this.I am soooo glad that I have this forum to say these things
it
> has replaced my silent unheard tears...with a few words I write I know
there
> are many many ears that know exactly what I am sayingIf anyone knows why
to
> my Q please let me know it has been bugging me for a long time. LOL Beth
>