Re: I am in hell
From: Penelope (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue Feb 29 22:37:09 2000
(((((Kristen))))))
Please don't worry about bothering anyone,we are here for you always. Are
you able to take any pain meds? Have you tried a heating pad,sometimes that
will work or a hot bath. I know it is not much but I am not sure of your
situation. If you need to talk you can email me anytime.Sending you out lots
of pain free wishes and hugs....
Love,Penny
>----- Original Message -----
From: Kristen <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Wednesday, March 01, 2000 12:26 AM
Subject: I am in hell
> Hey,
> At least, I think this is hell. It must be. I must have done something
> horrible to deserve this pain. Sorry, yet another pain vent. It seems
> that the magnitude of my pain just keeps growing. Just when I think I
> have hit the nine on my ten scale, it gets worse. I have to save that
> ten because obviously I have not seen the worst of it yet. I am sorry to
> be so negative and I hope that I am not bothering anyone but I really
> just don't know what to do anymore.
>
> I feel alone even though I have all of you to talk to, I still feel very
> alone. I hate the night time because my husband falls asleep so easily
> and I am left alone trying to figure out how to get through the night.
> Tonight I am trying to get through a half hour at a time. If I can just
> get through this one, then there is the next. I feel like vomiting. I
> wish I had not eaten dinner.
>
> I keep bursting into tears. It's the only thing I can do. I can't ease
> the pain, I can't manage it, I have nowhere to turn it's the middle of
> the night and i feel hopeless. Please can anyone help me there has to be
> something someone somewhere who can help.
>
> at the end of my rope
> kristen
>
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