Re: going to stop doing the lupron
From: Penelope (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Tue Feb 29 20:59:44 2000
Kimi
Sweetie, If that is what you need to do than do it. I am so sorry that you
are still in so much pain(((Hugs))). If you need to talk I am here for you.
Love,Penny
>----- Original Message -----
From: anonymous@obgyn.net
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Tuesday, February 29, 2000 3:18 PM
Subject: going to stop doing the lupron
> Hey all my endo sisters. Sorry I haven't been around much responding and
all.
> I've been a bit down lately. I'm in constant pain again. Everyday, from
the
> time I wakr til I go to bed. I;m living off of pain killers. This is not
the
> way I wish to live my life. So I have decided to stop with the lupron
shots
> and go ahead with the surgery. I'm going to call Dr. Martin tomorrow and
talk
> with him, or a nurse, about when I can have it done. my mom say's she will
> drive me down there herself if I need. It may have to wait for a few more
> months. not sure if I can get in right away. I'll let you all know when I
> find out. It is kinda scarey thinking I'm going to go through with this,
but
> at the same time I know this is the right thing for me to do. I just can't
> stand being in pain everyday and not wanting to do anything fun anymore. I
> want so badly to get better, that I"ll do anything I can to make myself
well
> again. I can't remember the last time I truely felt great. I"ve always
been a
> sickly person. Just once in my life I want no pain, no sickness, just
happy
> well days, ful of love and joy. I want to have babies and feel good about
> myself. Why does that feel like i'm asking to much/?? I hope that this
> surgery will do the trick. I'm ready to do anything now. Love and hugs,
Kimi
>