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On Tue, 29 Feb 2000 14:18:39 EndoBaby wrote:
>Hey all my endo sisters. Sorry I haven't been around much responding and all.
>I've been a bit down lately. I'm in constant pain again. Everyday, from the
>time I wakr til I go to bed. I;m living off of pain killers. This is not the
>way I wish to live my life. So I have decided to stop with the lupron shots
>and go ahead with the surgery. I'm going to call Dr. Martin tomorrow and talk
>with him, or a nurse, about when I can have it done. my mom say's she will
>drive me down there herself if I need. It may have to wait for a few more
>months. not sure if I can get in right away. I'll let you all know when I
>find out. It is kinda scarey thinking I'm going to go through with this, but
>at the same time I know this is the right thing for me to do. I just can't
>stand being in pain everyday and not wanting to do anything fun anymore. I
>want so badly to get better, that I"ll do anything I can to make myself well
>again. I can't remember the last time I truely felt great. I"ve always been a
>sickly person. Just once in my life I want no pain, no sickness, just happy
>well days, ful of love and joy. I want to have babies and feel good about
>myself. Why does that feel like i'm asking to much/?? I hope that this
>surgery will do the trick. I'm ready to do anything now. Love and hugs, Kimi
>
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