Re: Jenn
From: Jenn (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Fri Jan 7 19:13:48 2000
Now that's a first! hehehe
At 07:54 PM 1/7/00 -0600, you wrote:
>Emer stays quiet..hehe
>
>---- Begin Original Message ----
>
>From: "Jenn" <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>Sent: Thu, 6 Jan 2000 20:34:08 -0600
>To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>Subject: Re: Jenn
>
>you bet I will be dreaming! I only have the aol not the yahoo. but that is
>okay. we can still email right? i think i am here to stay...your are stuck
>with me......Emer,,,,,,,,,,,,don't you say anything about that comment....i
>can almost read your email you are about to write lol!!!!
>
>take care Becca. how are you doing?
>
>Jenn
>
>At 05:53 PM 1/5/00 -0600, you wrote:
>>Hey Jenn,
>>You keep dreaming girl. Forget the English just let it out I'll ask if I get
>>lost you just go girl.
>>I don/t have AOL but I do have Yahoo IM. As I don't know how all that works
>>is it compatible? I'm glad you will no be going anywhere its just alot of
>>people have been lately. I miss em too. Oh well. Hope you are having a good
>>evening.
>>Hugs,
>>Becca
>>>----- Original Message -----
>>From: Jenn <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>>To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>>Sent: Tuesday, January 04, 2000 7:06 PM
>>Subject: Re: Jenn
>>
>>> Becca...Becca......Becca......sigh.....
>>> YOU NUT!!!!!!!!! I am always dreaming let me tell you lol.....in
>>fact
>>> i was dreaming on my way home tonight from work. oh my dream dr.....smirk!
>>> I'll take him stethascope and scrubs.....the whole nine yards lol!!!!! No
>>> really I was just thinking about a friend I had (well he hasn't written in
>>> ages but I send letters etc every once in a while but I have this total
>>deep
>>> feeling. Oh it is too stupid. anyway......
>>>
>>> What do you mean even if i left the forum? are you nuts girl?! I have
>>been
>>> here almost 2 years and I ain't leaving! sorry for poor english. i like
>>> english and all but sometimes I just gotta let loose! lol....
>>>
>>> Well maybe you are onling right now too so let me know. hey do you have
>>the
>>> AOL IM?
>>>
>>> talk with ya later....
>>>
>>> Jenn
>>>
>>> At 06:45 PM 1/4/00 -0600, you wrote:
>>> >Jenn,
>>> >Smack,Smack. Now Jenn you seem like a wonderful person with a lot to
>>offer
>>> >someone. Dreams are wonderful (more people this day and time need them it
>>> >would be a much nicer place to live) you keep having them and never
>>settle
>>> >for less. I did twice in my life b/c I felt exactly the way you do. I'm
>>30
>>> >and have just found in Marty what I dreamed of a partner to share my life
>>> >with. I can't have children and that's okay with him and believe me that
>>> >took alot of pressure off of me and made me feel like I wasn't damaged
>>> >goods. I feel alot better about myself lately. The time will come for you
>>> >also. Even if you have left the forum you look me up when that day
>>comes. I
>>> >will not say I told you so I'll just congratulate you that's all. Okay.
>>> >I am glad you were not offended and understand your point of view also.
>>It
>>> >was just me I often wonder if I would of gotten that way, But I was a
>>good
>>> >girl so so much for that.
>>> >I'm glad the cataflam is helping. I took them so long now I can't
>>remember
>>> >if I ever got sleepy or not. I do remember I rested better at night. Take
>>> >care hope I haven't talked your ear off.
>>> >Hugs,
>>> >Becca
>>>> >----- Original Message -----
>>> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
>>> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
>>> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 8:35 PM
>>> >Subject: Re: Jenn
>>> >
>>> >> Aw Becca you didn't offend me. Just my own preference anyway. I just
>>could
>>> >> not ever ever picture myself a single parent. i have many friends and
>>> >> relatives who are and it is so hard on them. plus i just feel that way.
>>No
>>> >> hard feelings here though.
>>> >>
>>> >> as for the cataflam Dr. G told me to take it but if the pain is too bad
>>> >and
>>> >> the cataflam doesn't work then to take the lortabs. he let me take 2 q
>>4
>>> >> hours again or maybe it was every 3 hours. can't remember. so for now i
>>> >> think i am feeling better with the cataflam. i spoke too soon after
>>work
>>> >> today with my mom and when i told a friend it was the same she was like
>>> >> "nutah!" and i told her she didn't listen to me b/c I had said that i
>>> >spoke
>>> >> too soon b/c the cramps hit me so i took one cataflam. i think it is
>>> >making
>>> >> me a little sleepy though. the RPh said to be careful with it at first.
>>i
>>> >> already am a pro with the lortabs so that was no big deal. thanks for
>>> >> caring and I know that i will try for a baby someday. oh i just want to
>>> >meet
>>> >> the right man for me. yeah i know i sound like i am in a fantasy world
>>but
>>> >> come on it makes us feel so much better when we dream things to be a
>>> >certain
>>> >> way right? i just think i am too fat and ugly for someone to love me.
>>> >ooops
>>> >> i know i am about to get smacked right about now......I am ducking
>>> >> guys.....have mercy on me :O( but sometimes that is how i feel but
>>then
>>> >at
>>> >> other times i think I am not bad looking and knwo I have a lot to offer
>>> >> someone but i just don't get it. i know that some say to go to bars or
>>> >> whatever to meet men. i don't drink and i don't like that atmosphere so
>>i
>>> >> guess it will have to be fate that brings me together with someone
>>> >> lol.....thanks for writing and talk with ya soon. i am getting very
>>sleepy
>>> >> right now lol
>>> >>
>>> >> Jenn
>>> >>
>>> >> At 08:26 PM 1/3/00 -0600, you wrote:
>>> >> >Jenn,
>>> >> >That is just great! Cataflam is just the best thing I ever took!!!!! I
>>> >> >recommend two at first dose and then as directed from there. After I
>>had
>>> >> >been on it for a while I was able to just take it alone for pain. I
>>could
>>> >> >even miss some for a while in between bad bouts. I never had any side
>>> >> >effects. A small amount of water weight during my period. Also after
>>you
>>> >> >have been on it for a while and skip doses when you start getting the
>>> >first
>>> >> >sign of pain take two to start your dose. Give it a week and then try
>>to
>>> >> >take it without the other pain med and see if it helps.
>>> >> >I hope I don't sound to bossy here I just try and suggest that all the
>>> >time
>>> >> >for pain it worked very well for me.
>>> >> >I'm glad you are in good with the Dr and all that will help wish I was
>>> >with
>>> >> >mine. Take care. Oh and Jenn I probably will not be to popular for
>>saying
>>> >> >this but if you want a child and know for sure with all your heart you
>>> >do. I
>>> >> >suggest have one married or not you will never regret it and time is
>>not
>>> >> >always favorable to endo suffers as you know. Boy I heard the gasp
>>> >already.
>>> >> >Sorry all but I know I had enough love myself to shower a child with
>>all
>>> >by
>>> >> >myself. If I had know how bad I had it I would of done it. I just was
>>> >never
>>> >> >given the chance.
>>> >> >Have a good night and I hope I didn't offend you with my cents. just
>>> >trying
>>> >> >to help.
>>> >> >Hugs,
>>> >> >Becca
>>> >> >
>>>> >> >----- Original Message -----
>>> >> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
>>> >> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
>>> >> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 5:57 PM
>>> >> >Subject: I saw Dr. G today
>>> >> >
>>> >> >> Hey all.....well of course you all knew I was going to see Dr.G this
>>> >> >> morning. Well let me try to keep it simple....well of course i have
>>to
>>> >> >> include the details for ya Lisa! Anyway he said that right now he
>>> >doesn't
>>> >> >> want to change the hormone thing yet. he said that maybe it was a
>>one
>>> >time
>>> >> >> thing but maybe not. He said "Jenn i guess your body and periods
>>just
>>> >> >never
>>> >> >> get along do they?" lol. so i am going to stay on the continuous
>>> >levlite
>>> >> >> right now. He gave me cataflam to try. I told him that when this
>>> >happens
>>> >> >to
>>> >> >> me and i call when in pain it takes weeks to get in and he said he
>>> >> >> understands. I said "yeah but if kathy is not in I get another
>>person
>>> >> >> covering and they tell me that you aren't in and that I can't get
>>pain
>>> >> >> meds.....btw I dont' like to feel like someone thinks i am out for
>>the
>>> >> >drugs
>>> >> >> cause I'm not...and then they tell me that i had better wait til
>>kathy
>>> >> >comes
>>> >> >> in and she knows my hx better then they do and you know it better
>>than
>>> >the
>>> >> >> other drs." so then he got really wise and went to stand up like he
>>was
>>> >> >> leaving and says "want me to go get Dr. A? roflol!!!" I said to
>>> >him..."YOu
>>> >> >> still remember that?" and he said he won't ever forget that. see
>>about
>>> >1
>>> >> >1/2
>>> >> >> years ago i called one dr on call in the office and she was rotten
>>to
>>> >me.
>>> >> >> downright rotten. she said (now mind you she doesnt know me and
>>never
>>> >met
>>> >> >me
>>> >> >> before) "aren't you the girl seeing tons of drs and like on many
>>meds?
>>> >> >Well
>>> >> >> I WILL NOT BE PART OF THIS AND GIVE YOU MORE MEDS. YOU DO NOT NEED
>>> >THAT. "
>>> >> >> and she was just so cold. so i called like the next day or whatever
>>and
>>> >> >Dr.
>>> >> >> G was on call and i told him and he has never forgotten it.
>>sometimes
>>> >he
>>> >> >> jokes when he says that someone is always on call and i can call
>>> >> >> them....then i ask who is on call and he starts to laugh real hard
>>and
>>> >> >says
>>> >> >> "Dr.A has call every single day for the next year!" what a wiseguy!
>>> >so
>>> >> >of
>>> >> >> course I had to laugh too today when he asked if i wanted him to get
>>> >Dr. A
>>> >> >> (no that doesnt' stand of Dr. Attitude but it should hehehehe!) So
>>> >> >> considering all that i said he said he would give me a script for
>>the
>>> >> >> lortabs in case the cataflam isn't enough for the pain. i was
>>feeling
>>> >> >better
>>> >> >> and then i got home and it hit me. good thing i had just gotten the
>>> >> >scripts
>>> >> >> filled! so i took one cataflam tonight and i think it is working.
>>he
>>> >> >wants
>>> >> >> me to wait it out the next couple weeks to see if it happens or if
>>it
>>> >> >> doesn't. then if it happens after that to call and he will see me
>>and
>>> >we
>>> >> >> will discuss lupron (well not sure if that can be an option for me
>>> >since i
>>> >> >> have already had 32 ) or something else. he said that i might have
>>to
>>> >deal
>>> >> >> with this b/c he will not remove my uterus (obviously unless it was
>>> >> >harmful
>>> >> >> for me to keep it) bc/ i am too young and he says 'you just need to
>>get
>>> >> >> pregnant..." well of course we can laugh about that too and he knows
>>> >how i
>>> >> >> feel about that and am waiting til i get married but I told him I
>>would
>>> >> >> definitely let him know! lol. Hey if i were married i would say go
>>for
>>> >it
>>> >> >> now! he never said that pregnancy would cure it but in some it does
>>> >help.
>>> >> >my
>>> >> >> friend has endo and after she got pregnant she never had trouble
>>again.
>>> >> >the
>>> >> >> first was very hard to conceive and they went through every thing
>>> >possible
>>> >> >> literally. i mean every single option out there. then with the
>>second
>>> >it
>>> >> >was
>>> >> >> unexpected and now she is pregnant with the third and definitely not
>>> >> >> expected lol!!!!!!! so i try to think positive about it b/c she had
>>it
>>> >bad
>>> >> >> and i have it only a little right now but anyway someday and i hope
>>and
>>> >> >pray
>>> >> >> it is much sooner than later. i know someoen is about to write and
>>tell
>>> >me
>>> >> >> not to rush it but trust me I am ready for marriage and could be
>>ready
>>> >for
>>> >> >a
>>> >> >> baby too. I am tired of being the babysitter all the time and want
>>my
>>> >own.
>>> >> >i
>>> >> >> have been told i would be a great mom and i am brave b/c i take 2+
>>kids
>>> >to
>>> >> >> the store or out to eat sometimes. dif ages too. i have even taken
>>an
>>> >> >infant
>>> >> >> everywhere with me from the dr to the store etc and i did just fine.
>>it
>>> >> >was
>>> >> >> fun to feel so important and that i was responsible for someone
>>else.
>>> >well
>>> >> >> whenver i babysit i am responsible for someone else's kids. i have
>>so
>>> >much
>>> >> >> experience with daycare and all so i know it won't be a problem for
>>me!
>>> >i
>>> >> >> know that some will say it is different when it is your own..yeah it
>>> >would
>>> >> >> be but I am anxious and i know it will happen in time but probably
>>not
>>> >my
>>> >> >> time! so i am very uplifted about my visit. he understood that i
>>was
>>> >in
>>> >> >> pain and i did tell him that it was not as bad as it had been
>>before.
>>> >he
>>> >> >> said i looked really good today too anyway even if i am having pain.
>>> >well
>>> >> >> that made me feel good and kathy told me that i had lost some weight
>>> >since
>>> >> >> beign there last. i think it is like 6 pounds or so. i don't feel it
>>> >but
>>> >> >it
>>> >> >> must be true lol!!!!
>>> >> >>
>>> >> >> so i said all that to say that i am still in the same boat but at
>>least
>>> >i
>>> >> >> have meds and a back up pain killer (lortabs again) and I know that
>>i
>>> >was
>>> >> >> not beign a pain to them. kathy even told me not to feel guilty and
>>> >that
>>> >> >she
>>> >> >> might not think something needs to be seen for like that but i am
>>the
>>> >> >> patient and she said i make the shots. well yeah lol....no just
>>> >kidding.
>>> >> >she
>>> >> >> told me to just say "kathy i need to be seen and it can't wait' and
>>she
>>> >> >will
>>> >> >> get me in ASAP! phew! so now i am not a pain in the butt at least
>>not
>>> >to
>>> >> >my
>>> >> >> face they don't act that way and the secretary asked how i was today
>>> >too.
>>> >> >> see she doesnt' know what is going on with me. well not til i
>>blurted
>>> >it
>>> >> >out
>>> >> >> on the phone to her but she understood why i was hurting so much. as
>>a
>>> >> >> medical assistant/secretary i can understand that they do not know
>>much
>>> >> >> about a patients' case. they just take the calls etc. like she
>>doesn't
>>> >> >know
>>> >> >> i have had so many surgeries etc. but i was happy she at least asked
>>> >how i
>>> >> >> was doing....
>>> >> >>
>>> >> >> thanks for caring and for listening again....detailed enough Lisa?
>>lol
>>> >> >>
>>> >> >> Jenn
>>> >> >>
>>> >>
>>>
>>> >> >
>>> >>
>>>
>>> >> >
>>> >>
>>>
>>> >
>>>
>>> >
>>>
>>
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