Re: Jenn
From: Jenn (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Thu Jan 6 19:31:58 2000
you bet I will be dreaming! I only have the aol not the yahoo. but that is
okay. we can still email right? i think i am here to stay...your are stuck
with me......Emer,,,,,,,,,,,,don't you say anything about that comment....i
can almost read your email you are about to write lol!!!!
take care Becca. how are you doing?
Jenn
At 05:53 PM 1/5/00 -0600, you wrote:
>Hey Jenn,
>You keep dreaming girl. Forget the English just let it out I'll ask if I get
>lost you just go girl.
>I don/t have AOL but I do have Yahoo IM. As I don't know how all that works
>is it compatible? I'm glad you will no be going anywhere its just alot of
>people have been lately. I miss em too. Oh well. Hope you are having a good
>evening.
>Hugs,
>Becca
>>----- Original Message -----
>From: Jenn <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>Sent: Tuesday, January 04, 2000 7:06 PM
>Subject: Re: Jenn
>
>> Becca...Becca......Becca......sigh.....
>> YOU NUT!!!!!!!!! I am always dreaming let me tell you lol.....in
>fact
>> i was dreaming on my way home tonight from work. oh my dream dr.....smirk!
>> I'll take him stethascope and scrubs.....the whole nine yards lol!!!!! No
>> really I was just thinking about a friend I had (well he hasn't written in
>> ages but I send letters etc every once in a while but I have this total
>deep
>> feeling. Oh it is too stupid. anyway......
>>
>> What do you mean even if i left the forum? are you nuts girl?! I have
>been
>> here almost 2 years and I ain't leaving! sorry for poor english. i like
>> english and all but sometimes I just gotta let loose! lol....
>>
>> Well maybe you are onling right now too so let me know. hey do you have
>the
>> AOL IM?
>>
>> talk with ya later....
>>
>> Jenn
>>
>> At 06:45 PM 1/4/00 -0600, you wrote:
>> >Jenn,
>> >Smack,Smack. Now Jenn you seem like a wonderful person with a lot to
>offer
>> >someone. Dreams are wonderful (more people this day and time need them it
>> >would be a much nicer place to live) you keep having them and never
>settle
>> >for less. I did twice in my life b/c I felt exactly the way you do. I'm
>30
>> >and have just found in Marty what I dreamed of a partner to share my life
>> >with. I can't have children and that's okay with him and believe me that
>> >took alot of pressure off of me and made me feel like I wasn't damaged
>> >goods. I feel alot better about myself lately. The time will come for you
>> >also. Even if you have left the forum you look me up when that day
>comes. I
>> >will not say I told you so I'll just congratulate you that's all. Okay.
>> >I am glad you were not offended and understand your point of view also.
>It
>> >was just me I often wonder if I would of gotten that way, But I was a
>good
>> >girl so so much for that.
>> >I'm glad the cataflam is helping. I took them so long now I can't
>remember
>> >if I ever got sleepy or not. I do remember I rested better at night. Take
>> >care hope I haven't talked your ear off.
>> >Hugs,
>> >Becca
>>> >----- Original Message -----
>> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
>> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
>> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 8:35 PM
>> >Subject: Re: Jenn
>> >
>> >> Aw Becca you didn't offend me. Just my own preference anyway. I just
>could
>> >> not ever ever picture myself a single parent. i have many friends and
>> >> relatives who are and it is so hard on them. plus i just feel that way.
>No
>> >> hard feelings here though.
>> >>
>> >> as for the cataflam Dr. G told me to take it but if the pain is too bad
>> >and
>> >> the cataflam doesn't work then to take the lortabs. he let me take 2 q
>4
>> >> hours again or maybe it was every 3 hours. can't remember. so for now i
>> >> think i am feeling better with the cataflam. i spoke too soon after
>work
>> >> today with my mom and when i told a friend it was the same she was like
>> >> "nutah!" and i told her she didn't listen to me b/c I had said that i
>> >spoke
>> >> too soon b/c the cramps hit me so i took one cataflam. i think it is
>> >making
>> >> me a little sleepy though. the RPh said to be careful with it at first.
>i
>> >> already am a pro with the lortabs so that was no big deal. thanks for
>> >> caring and I know that i will try for a baby someday. oh i just want to
>> >meet
>> >> the right man for me. yeah i know i sound like i am in a fantasy world
>but
>> >> come on it makes us feel so much better when we dream things to be a
>> >certain
>> >> way right? i just think i am too fat and ugly for someone to love me.
>> >ooops
>> >> i know i am about to get smacked right about now......I am ducking
>> >> guys.....have mercy on me :O( but sometimes that is how i feel but
>then
>> >at
>> >> other times i think I am not bad looking and knwo I have a lot to offer
>> >> someone but i just don't get it. i know that some say to go to bars or
>> >> whatever to meet men. i don't drink and i don't like that atmosphere so
>i
>> >> guess it will have to be fate that brings me together with someone
>> >> lol.....thanks for writing and talk with ya soon. i am getting very
>sleepy
>> >> right now lol
>> >>
>> >> Jenn
>> >>
>> >> At 08:26 PM 1/3/00 -0600, you wrote:
>> >> >Jenn,
>> >> >That is just great! Cataflam is just the best thing I ever took!!!!! I
>> >> >recommend two at first dose and then as directed from there. After I
>had
>> >> >been on it for a while I was able to just take it alone for pain. I
>could
>> >> >even miss some for a while in between bad bouts. I never had any side
>> >> >effects. A small amount of water weight during my period. Also after
>you
>> >> >have been on it for a while and skip doses when you start getting the
>> >first
>> >> >sign of pain take two to start your dose. Give it a week and then try
>to
>> >> >take it without the other pain med and see if it helps.
>> >> >I hope I don't sound to bossy here I just try and suggest that all the
>> >time
>> >> >for pain it worked very well for me.
>> >> >I'm glad you are in good with the Dr and all that will help wish I was
>> >with
>> >> >mine. Take care. Oh and Jenn I probably will not be to popular for
>saying
>> >> >this but if you want a child and know for sure with all your heart you
>> >do. I
>> >> >suggest have one married or not you will never regret it and time is
>not
>> >> >always favorable to endo suffers as you know. Boy I heard the gasp
>> >already.
>> >> >Sorry all but I know I had enough love myself to shower a child with
>all
>> >by
>> >> >myself. If I had know how bad I had it I would of done it. I just was
>> >never
>> >> >given the chance.
>> >> >Have a good night and I hope I didn't offend you with my cents. just
>> >trying
>> >> >to help.
>> >> >Hugs,
>> >> >Becca
>> >> >
>>> >> >----- Original Message -----
>> >> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
>> >> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
>> >> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 5:57 PM
>> >> >Subject: I saw Dr. G today
>> >> >
>> >> >> Hey all.....well of course you all knew I was going to see Dr.G this
>> >> >> morning. Well let me try to keep it simple....well of course i have
>to
>> >> >> include the details for ya Lisa! Anyway he said that right now he
>> >doesn't
>> >> >> want to change the hormone thing yet. he said that maybe it was a
>one
>> >time
>> >> >> thing but maybe not. He said "Jenn i guess your body and periods
>just
>> >> >never
>> >> >> get along do they?" lol. so i am going to stay on the continuous
>> >levlite
>> >> >> right now. He gave me cataflam to try. I told him that when this
>> >happens
>> >> >to
>> >> >> me and i call when in pain it takes weeks to get in and he said he
>> >> >> understands. I said "yeah but if kathy is not in I get another
>person
>> >> >> covering and they tell me that you aren't in and that I can't get
>pain
>> >> >> meds.....btw I dont' like to feel like someone thinks i am out for
>the
>> >> >drugs
>> >> >> cause I'm not...and then they tell me that i had better wait til
>kathy
>> >> >comes
>> >> >> in and she knows my hx better then they do and you know it better
>than
>> >the
>> >> >> other drs." so then he got really wise and went to stand up like he
>was
>> >> >> leaving and says "want me to go get Dr. A? roflol!!!" I said to
>> >him..."YOu
>> >> >> still remember that?" and he said he won't ever forget that. see
>about
>> >1
>> >> >1/2
>> >> >> years ago i called one dr on call in the office and she was rotten
>to
>> >me.
>> >> >> downright rotten. she said (now mind you she doesnt know me and
>never
>> >met
>> >> >me
>> >> >> before) "aren't you the girl seeing tons of drs and like on many
>meds?
>> >> >Well
>> >> >> I WILL NOT BE PART OF THIS AND GIVE YOU MORE MEDS. YOU DO NOT NEED
>> >THAT. "
>> >> >> and she was just so cold. so i called like the next day or whatever
>and
>> >> >Dr.
>> >> >> G was on call and i told him and he has never forgotten it.
>sometimes
>> >he
>> >> >> jokes when he says that someone is always on call and i can call
>> >> >> them....then i ask who is on call and he starts to laugh real hard
>and
>> >> >says
>> >> >> "Dr.A has call every single day for the next year!" what a wiseguy!
>> >so
>> >> >of
>> >> >> course I had to laugh too today when he asked if i wanted him to get
>> >Dr. A
>> >> >> (no that doesnt' stand of Dr. Attitude but it should hehehehe!) So
>> >> >> considering all that i said he said he would give me a script for
>the
>> >> >> lortabs in case the cataflam isn't enough for the pain. i was
>feeling
>> >> >better
>> >> >> and then i got home and it hit me. good thing i had just gotten the
>> >> >scripts
>> >> >> filled! so i took one cataflam tonight and i think it is working.
>he
>> >> >wants
>> >> >> me to wait it out the next couple weeks to see if it happens or if
>it
>> >> >> doesn't. then if it happens after that to call and he will see me
>and
>> >we
>> >> >> will discuss lupron (well not sure if that can be an option for me
>> >since i
>> >> >> have already had 32 ) or something else. he said that i might have
>to
>> >deal
>> >> >> with this b/c he will not remove my uterus (obviously unless it was
>> >> >harmful
>> >> >> for me to keep it) bc/ i am too young and he says 'you just need to
>get
>> >> >> pregnant..." well of course we can laugh about that too and he knows
>> >how i
>> >> >> feel about that and am waiting til i get married but I told him I
>would
>> >> >> definitely let him know! lol. Hey if i were married i would say go
>for
>> >it
>> >> >> now! he never said that pregnancy would cure it but in some it does
>> >help.
>> >> >my
>> >> >> friend has endo and after she got pregnant she never had trouble
>again.
>> >> >the
>> >> >> first was very hard to conceive and they went through every thing
>> >possible
>> >> >> literally. i mean every single option out there. then with the
>second
>> >it
>> >> >was
>> >> >> unexpected and now she is pregnant with the third and definitely not
>> >> >> expected lol!!!!!!! so i try to think positive about it b/c she had
>it
>> >bad
>> >> >> and i have it only a little right now but anyway someday and i hope
>and
>> >> >pray
>> >> >> it is much sooner than later. i know someoen is about to write and
>tell
>> >me
>> >> >> not to rush it but trust me I am ready for marriage and could be
>ready
>> >for
>> >> >a
>> >> >> baby too. I am tired of being the babysitter all the time and want
>my
>> >own.
>> >> >i
>> >> >> have been told i would be a great mom and i am brave b/c i take 2+
>kids
>> >to
>> >> >> the store or out to eat sometimes. dif ages too. i have even taken
>an
>> >> >infant
>> >> >> everywhere with me from the dr to the store etc and i did just fine.
>it
>> >> >was
>> >> >> fun to feel so important and that i was responsible for someone
>else.
>> >well
>> >> >> whenver i babysit i am responsible for someone else's kids. i have
>so
>> >much
>> >> >> experience with daycare and all so i know it won't be a problem for
>me!
>> >i
>> >> >> know that some will say it is different when it is your own..yeah it
>> >would
>> >> >> be but I am anxious and i know it will happen in time but probably
>not
>> >my
>> >> >> time! so i am very uplifted about my visit. he understood that i
>was
>> >in
>> >> >> pain and i did tell him that it was not as bad as it had been
>before.
>> >he
>> >> >> said i looked really good today too anyway even if i am having pain.
>> >well
>> >> >> that made me feel good and kathy told me that i had lost some weight
>> >since
>> >> >> beign there last. i think it is like 6 pounds or so. i don't feel it
>> >but
>> >> >it
>> >> >> must be true lol!!!!
>> >> >>
>> >> >> so i said all that to say that i am still in the same boat but at
>least
>> >i
>> >> >> have meds and a back up pain killer (lortabs again) and I know that
>i
>> >was
>> >> >> not beign a pain to them. kathy even told me not to feel guilty and
>> >that
>> >> >she
>> >> >> might not think something needs to be seen for like that but i am
>the
>> >> >> patient and she said i make the shots. well yeah lol....no just
>> >kidding.
>> >> >she
>> >> >> told me to just say "kathy i need to be seen and it can't wait' and
>she
>> >> >will
>> >> >> get me in ASAP! phew! so now i am not a pain in the butt at least
>not
>> >to
>> >> >my
>> >> >> face they don't act that way and the secretary asked how i was today
>> >too.
>> >> >> see she doesnt' know what is going on with me. well not til i
>blurted
>> >it
>> >> >out
>> >> >> on the phone to her but she understood why i was hurting so much. as
>a
>> >> >> medical assistant/secretary i can understand that they do not know
>much
>> >> >> about a patients' case. they just take the calls etc. like she
>doesn't
>> >> >know
>> >> >> i have had so many surgeries etc. but i was happy she at least asked
>> >how i
>> >> >> was doing....
>> >> >>
>> >> >> thanks for caring and for listening again....detailed enough Lisa?
>lol
>> >> >>
>> >> >> Jenn
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