Re: Jenn
From: MARTY (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Wed Jan 5 16:53:26 2000
Hey Jenn,
You keep dreaming girl. Forget the English just let it out I'll ask if I get
lost you just go girl.
I don/t have AOL but I do have Yahoo IM. As I don't know how all that works
is it compatible? I'm glad you will no be going anywhere its just alot of
people have been lately. I miss em too. Oh well. Hope you are having a good
evening.
Hugs,
Becca
>----- Original Message -----
From: Jenn <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Sent: Tuesday, January 04, 2000 7:06 PM
Subject: Re: Jenn
> Becca...Becca......Becca......sigh.....
> YOU NUT!!!!!!!!! I am always dreaming let me tell you lol.....in
fact
> i was dreaming on my way home tonight from work. oh my dream dr.....smirk!
> I'll take him stethascope and scrubs.....the whole nine yards lol!!!!! No
> really I was just thinking about a friend I had (well he hasn't written in
> ages but I send letters etc every once in a while but I have this total
deep
> feeling. Oh it is too stupid. anyway......
>
> What do you mean even if i left the forum? are you nuts girl?! I have
been
> here almost 2 years and I ain't leaving! sorry for poor english. i like
> english and all but sometimes I just gotta let loose! lol....
>
> Well maybe you are onling right now too so let me know. hey do you have
the
> AOL IM?
>
> talk with ya later....
>
> Jenn
>
> At 06:45 PM 1/4/00 -0600, you wrote:
> >Jenn,
> >Smack,Smack. Now Jenn you seem like a wonderful person with a lot to
offer
> >someone. Dreams are wonderful (more people this day and time need them it
> >would be a much nicer place to live) you keep having them and never
settle
> >for less. I did twice in my life b/c I felt exactly the way you do. I'm
30
> >and have just found in Marty what I dreamed of a partner to share my life
> >with. I can't have children and that's okay with him and believe me that
> >took alot of pressure off of me and made me feel like I wasn't damaged
> >goods. I feel alot better about myself lately. The time will come for you
> >also. Even if you have left the forum you look me up when that day
comes. I
> >will not say I told you so I'll just congratulate you that's all. Okay.
> >I am glad you were not offended and understand your point of view also.
It
> >was just me I often wonder if I would of gotten that way, But I was a
good
> >girl so so much for that.
> >I'm glad the cataflam is helping. I took them so long now I can't
remember
> >if I ever got sleepy or not. I do remember I rested better at night. Take
> >care hope I haven't talked your ear off.
> >Hugs,
> >Becca
>> >----- Original Message -----
> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 8:35 PM
> >Subject: Re: Jenn
> >
> >> Aw Becca you didn't offend me. Just my own preference anyway. I just
could
> >> not ever ever picture myself a single parent. i have many friends and
> >> relatives who are and it is so hard on them. plus i just feel that way.
No
> >> hard feelings here though.
> >>
> >> as for the cataflam Dr. G told me to take it but if the pain is too bad
> >and
> >> the cataflam doesn't work then to take the lortabs. he let me take 2 q
4
> >> hours again or maybe it was every 3 hours. can't remember. so for now i
> >> think i am feeling better with the cataflam. i spoke too soon after
work
> >> today with my mom and when i told a friend it was the same she was like
> >> "nutah!" and i told her she didn't listen to me b/c I had said that i
> >spoke
> >> too soon b/c the cramps hit me so i took one cataflam. i think it is
> >making
> >> me a little sleepy though. the RPh said to be careful with it at first.
i
> >> already am a pro with the lortabs so that was no big deal. thanks for
> >> caring and I know that i will try for a baby someday. oh i just want to
> >meet
> >> the right man for me. yeah i know i sound like i am in a fantasy world
but
> >> come on it makes us feel so much better when we dream things to be a
> >certain
> >> way right? i just think i am too fat and ugly for someone to love me.
> >ooops
> >> i know i am about to get smacked right about now......I am ducking
> >> guys.....have mercy on me :O( but sometimes that is how i feel but
then
> >at
> >> other times i think I am not bad looking and knwo I have a lot to offer
> >> someone but i just don't get it. i know that some say to go to bars or
> >> whatever to meet men. i don't drink and i don't like that atmosphere so
i
> >> guess it will have to be fate that brings me together with someone
> >> lol.....thanks for writing and talk with ya soon. i am getting very
sleepy
> >> right now lol
> >>
> >> Jenn
> >>
> >> At 08:26 PM 1/3/00 -0600, you wrote:
> >> >Jenn,
> >> >That is just great! Cataflam is just the best thing I ever took!!!!! I
> >> >recommend two at first dose and then as directed from there. After I
had
> >> >been on it for a while I was able to just take it alone for pain. I
could
> >> >even miss some for a while in between bad bouts. I never had any side
> >> >effects. A small amount of water weight during my period. Also after
you
> >> >have been on it for a while and skip doses when you start getting the
> >first
> >> >sign of pain take two to start your dose. Give it a week and then try
to
> >> >take it without the other pain med and see if it helps.
> >> >I hope I don't sound to bossy here I just try and suggest that all the
> >time
> >> >for pain it worked very well for me.
> >> >I'm glad you are in good with the Dr and all that will help wish I was
> >with
> >> >mine. Take care. Oh and Jenn I probably will not be to popular for
saying
> >> >this but if you want a child and know for sure with all your heart you
> >do. I
> >> >suggest have one married or not you will never regret it and time is
not
> >> >always favorable to endo suffers as you know. Boy I heard the gasp
> >already.
> >> >Sorry all but I know I had enough love myself to shower a child with
all
> >by
> >> >myself. If I had know how bad I had it I would of done it. I just was
> >never
> >> >given the chance.
> >> >Have a good night and I hope I didn't offend you with my cents. just
> >trying
> >> >to help.
> >> >Hugs,
> >> >Becca
> >> >
>> >> >----- Original Message -----
> >> >From: Jenn <medterms@watchic.net>
> >> >To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <endo@forum.obgyn.net>
> >> >Sent: Monday, January 03, 2000 5:57 PM
> >> >Subject: I saw Dr. G today
> >> >
> >> >> Hey all.....well of course you all knew I was going to see Dr.G this
> >> >> morning. Well let me try to keep it simple....well of course i have
to
> >> >> include the details for ya Lisa! Anyway he said that right now he
> >doesn't
> >> >> want to change the hormone thing yet. he said that maybe it was a
one
> >time
> >> >> thing but maybe not. He said "Jenn i guess your body and periods
just
> >> >never
> >> >> get along do they?" lol. so i am going to stay on the continuous
> >levlite
> >> >> right now. He gave me cataflam to try. I told him that when this
> >happens
> >> >to
> >> >> me and i call when in pain it takes weeks to get in and he said he
> >> >> understands. I said "yeah but if kathy is not in I get another
person
> >> >> covering and they tell me that you aren't in and that I can't get
pain
> >> >> meds.....btw I dont' like to feel like someone thinks i am out for
the
> >> >drugs
> >> >> cause I'm not...and then they tell me that i had better wait til
kathy
> >> >comes
> >> >> in and she knows my hx better then they do and you know it better
than
> >the
> >> >> other drs." so then he got really wise and went to stand up like he
was
> >> >> leaving and says "want me to go get Dr. A? roflol!!!" I said to
> >him..."YOu
> >> >> still remember that?" and he said he won't ever forget that. see
about
> >1
> >> >1/2
> >> >> years ago i called one dr on call in the office and she was rotten
to
> >me.
> >> >> downright rotten. she said (now mind you she doesnt know me and
never
> >met
> >> >me
> >> >> before) "aren't you the girl seeing tons of drs and like on many
meds?
> >> >Well
> >> >> I WILL NOT BE PART OF THIS AND GIVE YOU MORE MEDS. YOU DO NOT NEED
> >THAT. "
> >> >> and she was just so cold. so i called like the next day or whatever
and
> >> >Dr.
> >> >> G was on call and i told him and he has never forgotten it.
sometimes
> >he
> >> >> jokes when he says that someone is always on call and i can call
> >> >> them....then i ask who is on call and he starts to laugh real hard
and
> >> >says
> >> >> "Dr.A has call every single day for the next year!" what a wiseguy!
> >so
> >> >of
> >> >> course I had to laugh too today when he asked if i wanted him to get
> >Dr. A
> >> >> (no that doesnt' stand of Dr. Attitude but it should hehehehe!) So
> >> >> considering all that i said he said he would give me a script for
the
> >> >> lortabs in case the cataflam isn't enough for the pain. i was
feeling
> >> >better
> >> >> and then i got home and it hit me. good thing i had just gotten the
> >> >scripts
> >> >> filled! so i took one cataflam tonight and i think it is working.
he
> >> >wants
> >> >> me to wait it out the next couple weeks to see if it happens or if
it
> >> >> doesn't. then if it happens after that to call and he will see me
and
> >we
> >> >> will discuss lupron (well not sure if that can be an option for me
> >since i
> >> >> have already had 32 ) or something else. he said that i might have
to
> >deal
> >> >> with this b/c he will not remove my uterus (obviously unless it was
> >> >harmful
> >> >> for me to keep it) bc/ i am too young and he says 'you just need to
get
> >> >> pregnant..." well of course we can laugh about that too and he knows
> >how i
> >> >> feel about that and am waiting til i get married but I told him I
would
> >> >> definitely let him know! lol. Hey if i were married i would say go
for
> >it
> >> >> now! he never said that pregnancy would cure it but in some it does
> >help.
> >> >my
> >> >> friend has endo and after she got pregnant she never had trouble
again.
> >> >the
> >> >> first was very hard to conceive and they went through every thing
> >possible
> >> >> literally. i mean every single option out there. then with the
second
> >it
> >> >was
> >> >> unexpected and now she is pregnant with the third and definitely not
> >> >> expected lol!!!!!!! so i try to think positive about it b/c she had
it
> >bad
> >> >> and i have it only a little right now but anyway someday and i hope
and
> >> >pray
> >> >> it is much sooner than later. i know someoen is about to write and
tell
> >me
> >> >> not to rush it but trust me I am ready for marriage and could be
ready
> >for
> >> >a
> >> >> baby too. I am tired of being the babysitter all the time and want
my
> >own.
> >> >i
> >> >> have been told i would be a great mom and i am brave b/c i take 2+
kids
> >to
> >> >> the store or out to eat sometimes. dif ages too. i have even taken
an
> >> >infant
> >> >> everywhere with me from the dr to the store etc and i did just fine.
it
> >> >was
> >> >> fun to feel so important and that i was responsible for someone
else.
> >well
> >> >> whenver i babysit i am responsible for someone else's kids. i have
so
> >much
> >> >> experience with daycare and all so i know it won't be a problem for
me!
> >i
> >> >> know that some will say it is different when it is your own..yeah it
> >would
> >> >> be but I am anxious and i know it will happen in time but probably
not
> >my
> >> >> time! so i am very uplifted about my visit. he understood that i
was
> >in
> >> >> pain and i did tell him that it was not as bad as it had been
before.
> >he
> >> >> said i looked really good today too anyway even if i am having pain.
> >well
> >> >> that made me feel good and kathy told me that i had lost some weight
> >since
> >> >> beign there last. i think it is like 6 pounds or so. i don't feel it
> >but
> >> >it
> >> >> must be true lol!!!!
> >> >>
> >> >> so i said all that to say that i am still in the same boat but at
least
> >i
> >> >> have meds and a back up pain killer (lortabs again) and I know that
i
> >was
> >> >> not beign a pain to them. kathy even told me not to feel guilty and
> >that
> >> >she
> >> >> might not think something needs to be seen for like that but i am
the
> >> >> patient and she said i make the shots. well yeah lol....no just
> >kidding.
> >> >she
> >> >> told me to just say "kathy i need to be seen and it can't wait' and
she
> >> >will
> >> >> get me in ASAP! phew! so now i am not a pain in the butt at least
not
> >to
> >> >my
> >> >> face they don't act that way and the secretary asked how i was today
> >too.
> >> >> see she doesnt' know what is going on with me. well not til i
blurted
> >it
> >> >out
> >> >> on the phone to her but she understood why i was hurting so much. as
a
> >> >> medical assistant/secretary i can understand that they do not know
much
> >> >> about a patients' case. they just take the calls etc. like she
doesn't
> >> >know
> >> >> i have had so many surgeries etc. but i was happy she at least asked
> >how i
> >> >> was doing....
> >> >>
> >> >> thanks for caring and for listening again....detailed enough Lisa?
lol
> >> >>
> >> >> Jenn
> >> >>
> >>
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> >>
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> >>
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