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Re: Joan, from Jan,m not doing good....
From: JANET (anonymous@obgyn.net)
Mon Jan 31 16:56:44 2000
Joan,
Hi hon.. I know what you mean about being laid up for days.. Most
weekends, i'm stuck in bed most of the weekend, which is NO LIFE.. I hope my
kids can still love and forgive me, i'm a good mom, most days,lol, but
sometimes, i just cannot take alot, and i go bananas..lol.. I know i'm
responding late, like a week late, but i was in bed alot this weekend, but
not as bad as usual.. I've been bleeding for a month, with the cramps from
hell, but i've had sex inspite of it.. I can't lose my love... it would kill
me if i did.. and i know he does'nt really care about the sex, like i think,
but it does hurt when i can't, i know that much.. or at least hw does'nt
like not being able to..
Anyway, i hope your doing okay.. I go and talk to my doc in a week, and
see what he says this time.. I love my doc, spo i hope he gives me the right
answers..lol.. My hubby does'nt want me to stay on the forum, he say's it's
giving me TOO much stress, which he says i don't need the xtra.. (you
probably don't know what i'm talking about?) I just don't know..... Lotsa
love and big hugs....... Jan
-----Original Message-----
From: joan <anonymous@obgyn.net>
To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
Date: Monday, January 24, 2000 7:19 PM
Subject: Re: I'm not doing good....
>Hey Jan,
>I know exactly how you're feeling today. I woke up this morning with the
>world's worst migrane!!! Along with the cramps, and nausea, I just wanted
to
>die!!! I read your post, and boy do I agree with you. I've had all the kids
>I'm gonna have too. I finally gave in and made the appointment to see my
doc
>on friday, to discuss hysterectomy. I just can't take it anymore!!!! I have
>2 little one's to take care of. I can not be laid up for days at a time,
>completely unable to move when I have things to do. I feel like I'm
>neglecting them because I feel so horrible. It took me all day to get the
>pain to a level where I could tollerate it. All I've had to eat all day is
a
>peanut butter and jelly sandwich, because even though I'm hungry, I get
>nauseous when I try to eat. Not exactly the way I wanted to lose weight,
but
>not a bad side effect...LOL... My doctor "accidentally" gave me the men's
>chemotherapy dose of Lupron, instead of the usual 3 month 11.25mg dose, he
>gave me the 22.5mg dose. And now he can't figure out why I'm having such
>horrible headaches all the time... DUH!!!! It's called HYPOESTROGENISM!
What
>an idiot!! Sorry, I get crabby when I don't feel good. If anyone has ANY
>words of encouragement, I'll take it! This really sucks! Hope I didn't
bring
>you down any lower than you already were. Once I got started I couldn't
>stop. Feels good to get it out though. Thanks for putting up with me. Joan
>
>>From: "JANET" <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>>Reply-To: anonymous@obgyn.net
>>To: Multiple recipients of list ENDO <anonymous@obgyn.net>
>>Subject: I'm not doing good....
>>Date: Mon, 24 Jan 2000 15:50:07 -0600
>>
>>Hello girls..
>> How's everyone doing? Please put me out of my misery... not doing
good
>>at all.. I've been in bed most of the weekend. my pain has increased
200%..
>>I'm going to end up dissapointing some, but i am definately going to go in
>>and talk about getting my hyst.. I've had 4 great kids, and i cannot have
>>anymore, cause i have my tubes tied, and i don't want to go thru that kind
>>of pain again, being pregnant.. I do kinda wish i could, but it would be
>>terrible again..
>> i feel sooo helpless.... i've done state of the art treatments,
things
>>that most doc's don't even tell their patients about, and i'm still
sitting
>>here in great pain.. I'm at my wits end, and do not know what to do
>>anymore... i hate to have another surgery, cause that would be 3 in a
year,
>>and that's not good.. and my section scar, is killing me soooo bad, i'm
not
>>sure what that's all about.. why would that hurt? i'm just so lost, and
>>don't know what to do anymore.. i'm afraid i might end up losing my
husband
>>and kids, because i just cannot do things they want, i feel like an
invaled
>>(SP).. I feel so disabled, i need a new body.lol..
>> well, i think i'm done venting, and whining, on to read around 1000 or
>>more messages, and give you guys the best i got.. but don't expect too
much
>>from me today... you guys are the only ones that know just what the hell
>>i'm going thru... jan
>
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